tori


tori's blasting through my skull
but you're on the brain
what was it you said once
and why does it matter?
I cried why out loud
but I'm obnoxious and it doesn't matter
I'd rather open my eyes and accept what is
where have your Barbie dolls gone?
did they dance for you or teach you to smile?
tap shoes, training bras and loose teeth
doesn't it seem so long ago?
like that day you loved me
sometimes I wonder what it would be like
not to feel all the things we do
touch me now
or I don't want to feel at all
roll up in my tongue
taste my sex
and let me believe.

© Tj
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