<BGSOUND src="//www.oocities.org/wifeofthebeast/r1-madegitmahself.wav">
[HOME]
Going To Hell

I am completely helpless
worthless to the bone
cause i have never felt this
this pity or ripping tone--
It's so quiet i can hear
hear my heart beating-
No wait, it's just the door-
the banging, not stopping...
just...
repeating.
At it stands the one I've been waiting for;
Death.
It shakes my hand
my blood runs cold.
My temperature drops
as he sits his hands afold.
As he laughs a cackle
my skin begins to crackle
while my bones rattle
i fall to the floor and i die.
I now am dead and falling through the air,
and land on the floor with very little care.
I get up and scream:
"It's steaming hot in here!"
Then i see a face
filled with such utter hate,
looks at me and screams back:
"Dammit kid, yoou're late!"
Burned (Nikki's Pyro Theme poem)

Burn, burn
straight down to my soul.
Burning, burning
a dark black hole
Down and through my pale cold body
makes me hot inside;
Felling naughty.
Wanting to do something i should not do...
Makes me feel like burning you!
Fire hot, sweat so cold
thinking of evil things untold.
Thoughts of Losers screaming in pain;
upon my shirt a red blood stain
Made from one who reached out for mercy-
Pissed me off and was burned infiercely.
You've been brought into Nikki's Pyro Land,
As flames ignite through thy open hand.
Standing feeling anger nor pain,
While flames surround me,
My grin sustained.
I laugh outloud for you have been hurl
ed
Into my evil Pyro World!
Looking

The eyes
they won't stop following
as i walk out the door.
My heart
it just keeps hollowing
cause i can't love no more.
My hatred keeps on growing
on everyone and everything.
I never thought that i could lose
This love of which i cling.
It used to help me when i've peaked
this mountain of depression-
but i realize now that i only have
this hate in my possession.
The pain,
The pain begins to threat,
I drive myself insane-
But maybe i'm not crazy yet,
Maybe i've still maintained.
Won't someone please put me out
Of this misery dream?
Maybe I just won't wake up
Until death makes me scream!
Pissed (dedicated to my "mom")

This poem was unfortunately seen my my mom but..oh well. lol!

It has now gotten to the point
That i'd rather die than stay in this joint.
I hate being around you ev'ry day
Oh god i can't wait to get away!
You've caused me anguish, and anger, and grief-
I am doing right but you still give me beaf!
You tell me that all that i tell you are lies,
So from now and now on it's you I dispies.
I hate you and hate everything about you
I can't wait till i live my own life without you.
Your overprotectivness it something i'd call:
Being full of shit! I can't wait till you fall!!
Your worry-wormish tendencies
they go a long way.
They make me do evil
They make me misbehave.
I hate living under your arm so i'm leaving-
Suicide seems my only way of retreiving--
So hand me the gun and fill it with bullets
Got the trigger in my grip and i'm gunna fucking pull it!
Once I am done don't you cry or even shiver-
Just sit there and stare at my endless blood river.
"6 ft"

Come with me into this land
Be my guest and hold my hand.
I have a secret--Please dont tell
Just come explore this dream of hell.
Into this icy bitterness hear
The sounds of whimpering, crying, and fear.
This secret i have may frighten at first-
for i ahve been put under a curse--
To be hated by those i have loved so dearly,
And not be understood when my words come out clearly.
For weeks i have sat in this corner of sadness
Without a sign of hope nor gladness--
because of what i can't have, i crave
I am now digging my own 6 ft grave...
C.D.K

I'm thinking of you
from the trueness of my heart
Wishing never a day
That we shall be apart
Wanting to spend
my eternity with you
The two of us together
only me and only you.
Actually out of 20 poems written in the last 3 years, these are the only ones i've chosen. When i write more that are worthy I'll post them. So always check back cause there could be new ones :-)
Copyright © 1999 Nikki-Bo-Bikki Inc. All rights reserved.
[MORE]