Unforgiven will be forever:
This what I feel like one of my friends did to me you know who they are and I hope you will never for get what you did!

Friends can be so low sometimes but well if you don't have good ones
they will back stab you as soon as posible. they take the knife and put it into your heart
and push harder until the pain is so untalable it makes you scream for
mercy this is how I feel now that my so called best friend did that to me.

The pain is so strong it covers every part of my body mind and soul.

Love is the best teacher I ever had-and also betray is also.
9-16-2000]


Will GO on

I will go on I will live my life

This is the words that I say to my self as I realized today that my friends were
right people do change but not me I would never change into what I was becoming or as least I didn't think I would But the facts in general is more than what I thought I could handle but now I see I have been blind and now I need to fix the things I bumped over the people who I hurt...I now know where my heart is and it's not with an old flame but it has died out and now is just a friendship...BUt now my fire is started for another whos flames burns as mine..for I have learned to Love and trusth one more time...IN a guy that I call mine..Thanks to all my friends who put up with me I know I was not the best person in the world but know I can more on with my life and rebuild who I once was...

Loving ones self is the only true love.
9-18-2000

To a  new couple in  the world may the best work out for you!

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