In Loving Memory of my Precious Angel
April 09, 2000
"The Distant Blue"
While you are gone before meAcross the distant blue;
My heart is filled with memories,
And the Sweetness that was you.
And while my arms are empty,
My heart is filled with love;
For I know the arms you rest in now,
Are the Father's arms above.
My soul is filled with comfort,
For I know that you're at peace;
For Angels sing you sweet songs,
And I find there, sweet release.
So, rest there precious child of mine,
Till I come Home to you;
My love will be there in your heart,
Till I cross the distant blue.
Endless Love & Hugs,
Mommy
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This page goes out to all the wonderful people who so freely shared their love and support in my time of need! I Love You ALL DEARLY!
*HUGS*
Sherry aka Wild Angel
My Story
As I sit here at my computer...I find it hard to express with words how so many wonderful people have deeply touched my heart and soul. Since the loss of my precious unborn child, I have experienced dreadful suffering and agony. On the ride home from the hospital, tears flowing down my checks, I felt unbearable lonliness and emptiness within. The world felt cold and my body felt numb! Walking in my home where I spent almost two weeks in bed trying to save my precious little one, I fell to my knees in prayer as tears cleansed my soul. The suffering seemed almost more than I thought I could ever handle! I clasped my hands together tightly and prayed to God (as I understand Him) to give me strength to make it through the endless silence of the night. Screaming for peace and harmony, I felt hopeless! As I continued to pray, it was as if I was in another world where solitude and terror had taken over. These feelings I shall never forget. Still praying, I was finding no relief from the insanity! Then suddenly I remembered a very special prayer that I have used numerous times to help me cope with other unfortunate tragedies I have endured. "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference." It was then that I remembered how so many times I had grown and became stronger from painful situations. How those types of incidents had led me to a higher learning which brought about more peace and understanding than I had ever experienced in this world of so much hurt and pain. Briefly, I felt relieved of the agony and suffering. That night was very hard as I tried to fall asleep where emptiness filled the room. I feel asleep crying while praying...after I had taken a nerve pill of course. LOL I awoke to a new day...knowing I had to face the world. I wanted so badly to just crawl in a hole and never talk about those feelings again. But instead, I called friends and family and shared my grief. I sent one simple email out to my wonderful Sisters of Love and Peace (an online group I founded during another time in my life which was very painful). The day was lonely but I made myself get out just for a little while. I went to the beauty salon and got myself a new haircut...then I went to the nail salon and got myself a pretty set of nails. These things didn't take away the pain but they certainly made me feel a bit better about myself. I came home to an inbox filled with loving messages, encouraging poems, special URL's, beautiful e-cards, breath-taking prayers, and stories which touched my heart with great passion! They kept rolling in...throughout the day and into this day. I have never experienced such undescribable gestures of love and support from so many people! I took a moment of silence to thank God for sending me so many wonderful gifts! Gifts that didn't take the place of the most precious gift of all...a child. But still, gifts that eased my troubled heart, brought tears of hope, and filled my soul with gratitude!!! Gifts from people I have never heard of! What a beautiful world!!!!! I had to find a way to tell my story and state my love and gratitude to all of you wonderful people out there who have left unforgettable footprints on my heart. I found this poem that I would like to dedicate to ALL of you WITH MUCH LOVE AND PEACE because you have TRULY left these beautiful heartprints deep within my heart and soul! As you read this poem, know that each one of you left a beautiful gift which will remain in my heart ALWAYS! I felt your touch!!
HEARTPRINTS
~Author Unknown~
Whatever our hands touch...we leave fingerprints.
On walls, on furniture,
on door knobs, dishes and books.
As we touch we leave our identity.
Oh please where ever I go today...
help me leave heartprints.
Heartprints of compassion,
understanding and love.
Heartprints of kindness and genuine concern.
May my heart touch a lonely neighbor...
or a runaway daughter...
or an anxious mother...
or perhaps a dear friend!
I shall go out today...
to leave heartprints...
and if some one should say...
"I felt your touch!"
May that one sense be...
your loving touch through me!
Special thanks goes out to the following people...who I am proud to call my friends...some I know and love deeply...some I don't know at all...but love deeply! Names are listed in the order your emails were sent.
God Bless Each of You With Much Love and Peace!
Sister Sherry aka Wild Angel
SOLP Sister Rhonda
SOLP Sister Heather
SOLP Sister Anna
SOLP Sister Bonnie
SOLP Sister Emily
SOLP Sister Barb
SOLP Sister Yava
Net Sister Shazzie
Net Sister Monica
Net Sister Darkstar
SOLP Sister Misker
Norma R.
Hollie
Patricia
Teri
Sister Debb H.
SOLP Sister Deb
Katie
CatEye
Camomile
Linda
Rebecca
Tina
Rev. Mother Theresa
Kay
SOLP Sister Heike
Net Sister Lei
Sister Patricia
Darlene
SOLP Sister Bev
SOLP Sister Marianne
Lainy
SOLP Sister Dove
Sister Carolu
Carol
SillyMom
SOLP Sister Candalee
SOLP Sister Tricia
SOLP Sister Marlena
WavBug
Jeri
Sister SheCat
SOLP Sister D
Susie
SOLP Sister Lady Damn
Gabriele
SOLP Sister Cathy Kid
SOLP Sister Susanna
Net Sister Emeral Angel
Net Sister Divanta
Betty
Suzi
SOLP Sister SnowBunny
Sister Joy
Lady Layla
Theresa B.
SOLP Sister Kathy
SOLP Sister Kathleen
SOLP Shirley
Steffy
Shirley Rebel
Jeannie
Melissa
Linda
Julie
Jennifer
Mooch
There have been many many more who have sent me cards and emails since I last updated this page. The reponses were beautiful and too much for me to keep up with every name. But I thank EVERYONE for their beautiful support! It has meant the world to me! :)
The following poem is dedicated to ALL of you because you have been like Angel's sent from Heaven above!
Friends Are Like Angels
~Author Unknown~
Our friends are like angelswho brighten our days.
In all kinds of wonderful,
magical ways.
Their thoughtfulness comes
as a gift from above,
And we feel we're surrounded
by warm, caring love.
Like upside-down rainbows,
their smiles bring the sun,
And they fill ho-hum moments
with laughter and fun.
Friends are like angels
without any wings,
Blessing our lives with
the most precious things!
The following gifts I give to you as a gesture of my love and gratitude!
Priceless Things
~Author Unknown~
The falling rain--the wind that sings
Each star on a high--a big full moon
And sunbeams dancing in your room
The river as it rushes on
A sunset when day is gone
No wealth can buy a mountain tall
These priceless things belong to all
An autumn tree lends beauty rare
With leaves piled deep most everywhere
As nature wears a glowing smile
to make each day a day worthwhile
Could anything be quite as dear
As laughing children that we hear
The gift of friendship that is ours
The miracle of growing flowers
Each magic moment--treasured time
These priceless gifts are
yours and mine...
Please take this gift as a special
thank you from my heart to yours!
*HUGS*
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