A swirling mass of cloud on the horizon. Unattractive future. Lurking, black, palpable tension. The past is clear. Future blurred. Present lost. All is done, for others benifit. Self-assurance banished. Confidence inconcievable. Pressing emotions. Taking control. Twisting will. Warped.
Walking blindly. Impetuous actions. Autopilot damnation. Complete standstill. Standing inert in a well of tears. Motionless agony. Judgment day has yet to come. Heart longing for relief. Call out, knowing pleasure, out of reach. Painful memories. Past mistakes. Indescribable chaos.
Tears rain down, over desert pain. Refreshing sorrow, deepens. Developing unwillfully. Meaningless thoughts. A lifelong waking dream.
Stretching forward. Fragmented. Knowing. Wrongful choices. Endless sorrow. Solemn face, looking into a broken mind. Shattered.
Bloody. Frightening truth. Unwilling to accept. Run. Travel far, far away from guilt. Useless pilgrimage. Neverending circles. Eternal.