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Lonely Romanticism | ||||||
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Feeling disconnected, like usual. I sit alone in my room, feeling slightly drunk all the time, though I'm not. It would worry me less if I was. I watch the lives of others, revel in their happiness, their sorrow. I'm much too involved in the lives of others, not involved enough in my own. I'm slowly letting go. I barely have a life, of my own anymore. I laugh at pointless inside jokes, shared with no one, inspired by nothing at all. Alone, when surrounded by friends. Unloved, by numerous past lovers. I have enough love within me, to make up for everyone of them that didn't love me back. Like carrying a disease, misery loves company, but guilt would take me over, at even the thought of risking the infection of others. A disease of loving too much, things that are of no importance, to anyone but me. A disease of loving too little, things that would really help me. Hiding in my jacket, closing out the cold of lonliness. Hidden within, keeping me warm, all the love, I can no longer bring myself to share. |
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Return to the forest |