Title:
Play The Hand You’re Given
Series:
The Game, story 5
Author:
C.L.
Email:
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Distribution:
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Spoilers:
None really. Think of a time past, present
or future, but everyone is a little more happy and settled. Oh, and I’m keeping Giles cause I’ll want to
play with him later.
Rating:
NC17 Talk of sex and kink ahead.
Pairing:
B/T B/W sort of <g>
Disclaimer:
I did not create, nor do I own the characters or their premise. Joss Whedon did and does. This is for fan fun and no profit.
Summary:
The Scoobies gather at the Bronze and dancing leads to more.
One
Last Thing: The game continues. The
rest of the stories will be short glimpses into how it all plays out. The pairings will vary as the stakes get
higher. But it all revolves around
Buffy and Willow.
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The gang
decided a night at the Bronze was in order.
The last few patrols were easy.
It appeared Sunnydale had calmed down in the wake of the longer days the
summer provided. And they wanted to
take advantage of it before the hard winter set in. Giles had even been invited but politely, though expectedly,
turned them down. So they had grabbed
their usual corner for a night of fun and dance, all agreeing the only rule was
no talk of work or slay. Xander and
Anya were on the dance floor now, moving acceptably, though not expertly, to
the beat and rhythm. Buffy, Tara and
Willow were seated in the corner talking, Willow often sneaking glances at the
dancing pair.
“Willow,
close your mouth or you’ll start drooling.”
Buffy chided.
Turning
her attention back away from the dance floor.
“I will not. It’s just
distracting. All very PG rated
though.” Willow easily admitted.
“Well, if
you want the R to Adult, wander through the hall to the bathrooms.” Buffy informed her.
“Oh, I
know.” Willow grinned. “I plan on making a trip every thirty minutes
or so to not be too obvious.”
“Well, I
want some dances somewhere in your itinerary for the evening.” Tara put in.
“Tara
dances are a must. Top of the list
even.” Willow assured. “And remember, you can dance with Buffy as
well.” She added as a suggestion.
Buffy
grinned. “I’m up for that. You’ll watch of course.”
“The
things I wander into by accident.” Tara
mused aloud. “How goes the game? Willow says that no-one has cracked yet. I’m glad I didn’t put any money on it. I really didn’t expect it to last this
long.”
Buffy
answered for them. “Fun so far and a
few close calls. Showers and a change
of clothes after patrols are the highlights.
Oh, and the time I dragged her clothes shopping with me.” She grinned at Willow’s blush.
“Tara,
don’t ask the one who likes to ‘reveal all’ these things. And the Victoria’s Secret was so not
fair.” Willow recovered quickly.
Tara
laughed. “I remember that night.” They all laughed knowingly.
“Hey,
what’s the funny without us?” Xander
and Anya sat down, flushed and hot, and immediately grabbed their waters from
the table.
“Nada
much.” Buffy deflected. “So, you two having fun I see. You’ve been out there for a while.”
“Sorry. Playing dance catch-up. It’s been too long since we all did this. I think the next stop on the enjoy our lives
tour should be a sci-fi video night, real soon.” Xander drained the last of his water. Anya was so happy she didn’t even mind the suggestion and the
fact that it would mean everyone crowded close in front of the TV.
At that
moment and with a song ending, a good looking young man approached the group
and gaining Buffy’s attention, asked her to dance. She thought of just automatically turning him down, but it was
only a dance, she wanted to dance, and the thought that Willow would watch her
dance sealed it.
“Sure.” She smiled up at him and while rising, gave
a covert wink to Willow. Tara had a
hard time not laughing, at the wink and at Xander’s protective glare as they
made their way to the closest edge of the dance floor.
Willow
also noticed Xander’s reaction. “Relax
big boy. It’s only a dance and she can
take care of herself. It’s been proven
in clinical study.”
Xander
found Anya’s hand and gave it a squeeze of reassurance. “I know.
It’s just been a long time for her.
And I can’t protect her, can I?”
He ended with the admittance.
“We’ve
talked, and I’m okay with this. I think
I’m getting the hang of these complicated human relationships. Though I still prefer the simpler time.” Anya chipped in.
“Well,
all the more reason she should just jump in.”
Tara pointed out, directing the conversation back to Buffy and the
dance.
“Just how
deep is the pool?” Xander hoped for
further information. Buffy
understandably talked more with Willow and Tara about these things.
“Xander,”
Willow gave a tolerant grin, “I don’t know.
But she’s left the kiddie pool and has been able to swim for a while
now. Let her go. Let her surf even.”
“I know,
I know.” Xander conceded. And with that they all turned to watch
Buffy.
She was
enjoying herself. The guy could
actually dance and she found herself just letting go to the music. The first song morphed into another true
dance tune with a driving beat. She
danced closer to him, swaying in the hands she felt at her hips. Her hands roamed over his shoulders and
arms, before she turned in his embrace and with her back against him, pressed
herself even tighter to him. It was
very suggestive, the movements now. She
looked up and into Willow’s stare, putting her arms back and around his neck
and smiling at the reminder of another night.
Willow
forgot anyone else was in the building.
She was just lost and watching, her pulse picking up at Buffy’s obvious
suggestion and reference to that secret night.
It wasn’t until she felt Tara’s covert kick that she returned to the
group to find Xander asking her a question.
“Welcome
back. Now I’m thinking I’m not the only
one worried here.” Xander gave up on
his question after the second try.
“Sorry. No, I’m not worried. Honest.
She’s doing just fine.” Willow
assured. Tara choked a little on her
drink.
In a
short moment Buffy returned to their corner.
“What happened? Where’s mister
got very lucky?” Willow asked. She was sorry she missed the end to the
dance.
Buffy
laughed as she sat down. “He wasn’t
going to get lucky, Will. Besides, a
not so ex girlfriend came in the door.
He apologized, then “poof” was gone.”
She shrugged.
“Well, at
the risk of being anything like him, we also must go. Sorry, but, um, well, coupledom calls.” Xander fudged. Anya had
been whispering in his ear.
The other
three laughed. “It’s okay.” Buffy let him off the hook. “I understand and even envy. Go couple.”
She smirked.
“And on
that note we make the embarrassing exit.
Behave you guys. I don’t want to
read about riots in the morning.”
Xander finished as they started out.
It was now down to three.
“Come on
Willow, let’s get my dance in and give Buffy a chance to get her breath
back.” Tara took Willow’s hand. Buffy gave an innocent ‘who me’ look which
only made Willow roll her eyes. They
wandered to the edge of the dance floor.
A slow
song started and they fell into a comfortable swing in each other’s arms. Buffy watched them for a little while
smiling, before turning to her own thoughts.
The dancing was fun and freeing.
She knew they attracted more than just the eyes of her group and she
could still feel the buzz. Her thoughts
turned to Xander and Anya. They were
spending less time with the group as a whole, to spend more of it with each
other. She wasn’t upset at that, she
just missed the close times they did have together. And was sure as adults now and many lessons learned, they could
do a better job of being even closer as friends. There was a better chance for less secrets and more
confidence. At least she had found that
so with Willow and Tara. She decided to
try to drag them to more get-togethers, if only for the first part of the
evening. Maybe even force Giles into a
more casual setting. The dance was over
and Tara returned, smiling.
“Where’s
Willow?” Buffy asked the obvious.
“She went
off to the bathroom.” Tara smirked.
“We’re
okay, right?” Buffy asked in a sudden
checking in.
“Oh yeah,
we’re fine, Buffy. Really. Why?
Have I been giving jealous vibe?”
Tara didn’t think so, but she knew the unconscious mind was a tricky
thing.
“No, not
at all.” Buffy assured her. “Just a check-in for no reason I can think
of.”
“Well,
those are good to do on a regular basis.”
Tara approved. “And you? You’re alright with myself and Willow?”
Buffy
smiled. “Yeah, I’m good. You both seem happy. All’s good in my world. Complicated and exciting even, but good.”
Tara
laughed. “I don’t know how you both
have done this for so long but I must admit, it’s a little intriguing. Not my thing, really. But interesting just the same.” Tara paused and considered whether to say
what came next to her mind. Running her
eyes over Buffy, her curiosity and she had to admit, attraction, won. “You know, Willow keeps suggesting to set me
up with you as part of this game.”
“Really?” Buffy thought there might be other motives,
since they had talked once about the fact that she never really has had sex
with a women yet. And they had agreed
that Tara would be a good person to remedy that, though Buffy wasn’t sure Tara
would want to add that to their friendship.
“Yeah,
just casual and no pressure. I just get
the feeling there’s more to it than the obvious. I don’t mind and can I just admit to curious?” Tara confided.
Before
Buffy could ask just which part of everything she ‘didn’t mind’, Willow sat
back down. Instead, she directed a
comment to Willow. “Well, that took
some time. Good show?”
Laughing,
“No, well yes. But I really did have to
pee and there was a line. So, who’s
going to dance next?”
Buffy
went with a sudden mischief feeling.
“Tara? Let’s you and I have a
go.”
Tara
raised an eyebrow. “Alright.” She rose and followed Buffy to the dance
floor, feeling a little wicked after the beginning of a conversation herself.
The song
was pure dance, and though they danced somewhat apart, Buffy fell into a
provocative rhythm fast. Willow was
openly watching them, they both knew, but they never confirmed it by looking. Buffy could also feel various guys sneaking
glances. Tara seemed not to notice them
though. By the end of the song they
were both comfortably dancing clearly with each other, responding to each
other’s moves. And when the next song
had a much slower and erotic tone, Buffy looked into Tara eyes, silently asking
her to continue.
The dance
was clearly for couples and the crowd thinned some. Buffy carefully rested her arms on Tara’s shoulders and moved
in. Tara let her hands relax on the
small of Buffy’s back. They both began
moving to the music together. Buffy
whispered in her ear so she could be heard, “This is good too.”
Tara knew
she was referring to the earlier conversation, but wasn’t quite sure of the
context. She whispered back in Buffy’s
ear, “I’m sure it will get Willow going.”
“I’m sure
it will, but that’s not why I’m doing it.”
Buffy responded before pulling back some to let Tara see the truth in
her eyes.
Tara
smiled. Their breasts were just barely
touching. Buffy’s hips were swaying
within her hands. She was moving, over,
around and casual against her. She was
beautiful and sexy and had just admitted to wanting to dance with her. And she found she wanted to dance with
Buffy. Buffy moved back in closer. “You know, the last time I really danced
with a woman, it was Faith.”
“Really? I’m surprised you’d dance with another
again.” Tara was beginning to piece
together Willow’s other motive.
Buffy
laughed softly in her ear, causing Tara to halt her breath for a moment. “Yeah, well, it was a happier time. Tara, that other reason you hinted that
Willow had.”
“Yeah?” Tara pulled Buffy a little closer, reacting
to the song and the beautiful woman dancing in her arms. Her hands moved to caress her back.
“Mmm.” Buffy smiled and raised her head to glance
into Tara’s eyes. They both saw
desire. Returning to her ear, “Faith
was the only women I have really been with and that never went all the way
before it got very bad. So, I think
Willow was just mostly trying to change that to a very good.” Buffy confessed.
“That’s a
little clearer now, thanks.” Tara was
grateful to fully understand and that Buffy felt she could tell her.
“Now what
did you mean earlier about that you don’t mind?” Buffy remembered where their conversation left off.
“My turn,
huh? I don’t mind, the idea of you and
I. I’m still not sure about the idea of
Willow watching.” Tara almost stilled
in the dance, wondering how Buffy would react.
Buffy
moved her arms to fully wrap around Tara, stroking her back as they continued
the dance. “I wasn’t sure, until
tonight, but I would like that, the you and I.”
Tara
couldn’t believe that this was happening.
But feeling Buffy in her arms, moving against her, she couldn’t deny
wanting this to continue. Tracing
Buffy’s spine with her fingers and moving into a more erotic rhythm, “And do
you want Willow to watch?”
“That
feels good, Tara. Um, totally up to you
and only if you want.” Buffy was
getting very turned on and it was more from the woman in her arms then from the
eyes she could feel on them.
“You’d
want Willow to watch your first time?”
Tara couldn’t help but ask.
“Can’t
help it. I got the kink in me. But right now and honestly,” Buffy lowered
her voice, “I want to try this with you.”
“Oh dear
gods.” Tara’s pulse picked up another
notch and her hand strayed lower over Buffy’s ass before returning to her back.
“Tara,
public place, crazy Buffy.” Buffy
warned.
Tara
laughed a little in Buffy’s ear. “Will
this be strange between us, after I mean.”
“I don’t
think so. Friends have a one night
stand. Happens all the time I’ve
heard.” Buffy was happy she got a
chance to make the length of the encounter clear, that she wasn’t trying to
break into their relationship.
“Let’s
leave the question of Willow watching for later then and continue this.” Tara was confident they had a clear
understanding.
“How much
longer is later?” Buffy let her own
hand fall to Tara’s ass and down to her thigh before slowly journeying up to
return to her back.
“Only
till the end of the song.” Tara
promised, then nibbled Buffy’s earlobe.
Buffy moaned softly and they danced tightly till the song soon ended.
Willow
watched thinking at first she was dreaming, when the song changed and the dance
obviously progressed. To see them
dancing before was a turn on. To watch
them become intimate moving to slow, sexy music was almost overwhelming. She wondered what she missed in their
conversation while she was at the bathroom.
She could tell they were continuing talking into each other’s ears as
they danced. She was happy Buffy
accepted the safe woman to try this with, even if it just stopped with the
dance. She knew well Tara could ease
Buffy into this new side if she chose to.
And when Willow noticed the dance go from intimate to sexual, she
guessed they both chose to.
When they
returned to where Willow was sitting, hand in hand, Tara simply stated, “We
still have something we need to figure out, so let’s all go back to my place.”
The short
drive was quiet and the energy level only seemed to grow in the confines of the
car. Soon they were all sitting in
Tara’s room, no-one knowing just what to say.
“How
about I make this easy.” Willow
offered. “I’ll just gracefully leave
now.”
Tara
smiled, but offered a compromise. “Or
you can just go to the next room and we’ll leave the door ajar.”
Willow
smiled as well to her lover. “Way too
tempting and too hard to stay on my side of the door, but thank you. No, I’ll just go and know that I wish you
both a great night.” She wanted to make
sure they knew she was alright with this.
“Well, at
least this first.” Buffy walked up to
Tara, pulled her into her arms and kissed her.
She wasn’t sure how long she expected it to last, but when Tara started
kissing her back she let the kiss grow.
Opening her mouth slightly and tracing Tara’s lips with her tongue, they
were soon in an all out searing kiss.
Tara’s hand reached up to stroke Buffy’s breast and Buffy breathed a
‘yes’ before continuing with another kiss.
Buffy’s hand running down her back, over her ass, staying there and
pulling Tara closer.
Willow
watched the obvious passion that had developed between them. She had never seen Tara kiss another woman
and the sight was intoxicating. They
made no indication that they even remembered she was still in the room, but
trusted them to let her know just at what point she should leave. Their hands were running over each other’s
bodies, almost pulling off their clothing.
Their kiss never really ended, only pausing for breath before crushing
into another one, continuing on. She
heard moans. She was sure one of them
was hers.
Finally,
when Tara pulled Buffy’s top off her body, the kiss ended. They paused and looked into each other’s
eyes, breathing heavy. “Um, Willow,” Tara
started to say.
“Yeah,
wow, okay, this is me going now.” Willow
cut her off.
“No. I mean, if it’s still okay with Buffy, I
think you should stay. I think it will
be easier on all three of us if we’re all involved. If that makes sense. It’s
hard to tell if I’m making sense right now.”
Tara continued.
There was
a chair in the room, near a desk.
Willow waited until Buffy nodded before she slowly moved to it and sat
down, too turned on to even be excited.
Buffy
undid her bra and let it fall to the floor.
Tara moved to the bed before pulling her own shirt off and undoing her
bra, letting both fall forgotten. Buffy
was content to let Tara lead and joined her on the bed, half clothed. They started to kiss again, each reaching
for the other’s breasts, gently kneading and stroking. Tara moved the kiss from Buffy’s lips, down
her neck and on till she reached a nipple into her mouth.
“Yes.” Buffy whispered, holding Tara to her breast,
feeling her tongue dance and swirl around her nipple before she sucked briefly,
then moved to the other breast. Buffy
opened her eyes and looked across to Willow.
A sudden pulse drummed in her core.
She held her eyes until Tara easily guided her to lay down on the bed,
never halting the assault on her breasts.
Tara moved her kisses down just to where Buffy’s pants started and paused,
looking up into Buffy’s eyes.
“I think
foreplay was the dance.” She breathed
heavily as she started to undo Buffy’s pants.
She had rarely been this turned on and didn’t want to fight the feeling
by slowing down. The look in Buffy’s
eyes told her she agreed. When all
Buffy’s clothes were removed, she started on her own, quickly stripping them
from her. She didn’t look to where she
knew Willow sat and tried to focus solely on Buffy.
Buffy
anticipated what was to come with heightened arousal, fully realizing just how
new this was as she watched Tara’s body emerge from her clothes. She was a beautiful woman and it was very
different than the men she was used to being in this situation with. There was a moment when her mind just froze,
looking over Tara’s body. Then Tara
separated her legs and moved to lay down between them, kissing her way up her
inner thigh and all sensation rushed back again.
It took
some time but Tara was patient. She
knew Buffy was not accustomed to reaching climax in this manner. And in self honesty, she also knew she was
enjoying Buffy’s reactions to what she was doing way too much to want to see it
end soon. She could feel Buffy’s hands
running through her hair, holding her to herself, her hips moving in
unconscious thrusts. Tara moved two
fingers slowly and deeply in and out of her, stroking her clit with her tongue,
enjoying the moans, some of them from the side of the room.
Willow
had given up on passive watching and was far too turned on for
embarrassment. She tried to stay
unnoticed in the room and silent. Buffy
would glance over and make eye contact, then close her eyes arching back at the
waves of sensation, only to glance over again.
At one point Buffy’s eyes traveled down to notice the hand Willow slowly
moved back and forth within her pants.
She smiled up at Willow then moaning returned her eyes to Tara, her dry
voice chanting, “Yes, Tara, please, yes, so close” over and over and in various
order. Willow watched her come,
stilling her hand or she would do the same and she didn’t want to interrupt the
moment or miss any of it.
Buffy
tried to catch her breath as Tara moved up to lay next to her. Tara was smiling, but her eyes held a
question that Buffy answered with a searing and deep kiss. Buffy had kissed guys after they had gone
down on her before, but as she ran her tongue over Tara’s lips there was a
promise that she could also do this.
Buffy rolled Tara onto her back and broke the kiss only for her mouth to
return on one of her breasts. The other
was being playfully kneaded and even pinched under Buffy’s hand.
Buffy
continued to recover as she focused on Tara’s reactions, trying to learn what
she liked. When she switched to bring
her other nipple in her mouth and the other hand to the breast just left, she
went straight to what seemed to work best before and Tara kept repeating her
name. Tara parted her legs, placing
Buffy’s thigh between them, moving herself against the thigh. Buffy smiled slightly and placed that into
memory as she tensed her leg and leaned forward applying more pressure. After only a moment, Buffy trailed her
kisses down Tara’s body, never pausing till she reached her knee, then slowly
started back up her inner thigh. She
was tentative at first and Tara willed herself to relax and leave her hands at
her side instead of pushing Buffy to her center. Buffy didn’t make her wait too long and was soon trying to find
the rhythm, carefully placing one then two fingers inside.
Willow
watched and her hand moved faster, her fingers pressing harder. She stayed silent and noticed that Tara
never turned her way. And Buffy
remained focused on Tara. She climaxed,
only breathing through it and slowly removed her hand.
Buffy
knew she was pleasing Tara and was enjoying the new sensation and feel herself,
but she feared she wasn’t bringing Tara what she needed to go over the
edge. She released her mouth from her
clit and brought her other hand up to stroke Tara more directly. She heard Tara’s reaction and felt her push
against her hands. Buffy felt Tara’s
hand move through her hair wanting more connection. It was only moments and Buffy watched smiling as Tara came,
crying her name.
Buffy
returned to lay beside Tara, kissing her again, then whispered ‘thank you’ in
her ear. Tara smiled and lightly moved
a finger down Buffy’s cheek and across her jaw before letting it drop. They both turned to Willow who managed a
sheepish grin. The bed wasn’t big
enough for three, but they were all so spent they knew sleep would come
easy. So Tara motioned Willow to the
bed and after stripping herself of clothes she climbed in beside Tara. Buffy lay half asleep already on the other
side of Tara and mumbled “sweet dreams”.
The lights went out with a thought and soon all were in a deep sleep.