That Place Between

That place between the Happy &Sad,
That empty place inside,
ThatĂs where I am, most of the time.
ThatĂs where I like to hide.

Whenever I leave my hiding place
I know that IĂll get hurt.
So I curl up inside myself
Just so I wonĂt get burnt.

IĂm all alone inside of me.
Lonely: but not in pain.
Sometimes I feel IĂm cracking up,
I hope IĂm not insane.

ThereĂs emptiness inside of me,
That cold unyielding shame.
For what? I canĂt be certain.
But my heart it wants to claim.

So IĂll save myself from itĂs grasp
Just in the nick of time.
IĂll leave that place between again.
To venture for awhile.

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