| I recognise the fact that you would rather not be DISCLOSED. I will cherish for as long as I can. For all the nonsense you have taken for me. All the sacrifice you have been through. I know a "Thank You" will never suffice. Forgive me for being unreasonable, petty and even ridiculous. Im sure u can see the effort Im have put in to mantain whats thats between us. Sometimes, I really hope you can accept me better. And not love me only at times when I do your bidin. Remember, it all boils down to communication, understandin and tolerance. Im tryin.. but are YOU? |
| Maybe Im blessed. Caring friends around me to help me throughout the days when Im down and out. When I've totally lost hope in relationships, my guiding light came into my life, I really wanna take this opportunity to say how much I appreciate what you have done for me for the pass 3 years 4 mths. |
| Till u can design a background which that youn apparently told me you can incorporate your FACE in it.. Im usin mine. Okay ? |
| Sometimes it makes me really scared. I keep wonderin if Im able to be happy and fun, if you were no longer by my side. I shudder at the thought. You have totally immersed in to my lifestyle, my schedules. To a certain extent, I began to realise the importance of your friends. But, Im sorry, your friends and i can never get along. They are too shady and self centered. Pardon me if I cant be in the same league. |
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| I have no fuckin idea why u chose this logo to describe ya-self dear. Trying to make my home page look like a freakin Chemistry class? |
| Its not a mere coincidence our lifes has been infused. We tangled and entwined in each others love and tender care, But the time is really up? You forsaken the love and changes I was willing to bear.. Your are so selfish. Turning yourself away from me.. yet you are telling me you loved me? You cant tell whats love. I wish I can simply say you brought me nothing but hurt throughout this 3.5 years. You showered me with love and tender care. You showed me the way. You brought me love and light into my life. I really loved you. Maybe its time I woke up. love is not just giving .. but mutual ? Im not without flaws. Im control freak.. but what have you done to brought my fears and such? Infidelity. I guess im tired... dear... for the last time im calling you as this bring tears to my eyes. I loved you. |
| History.. when we were one... |
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| Do you know how hard issit to get by each day trying to forget you .. or just merely remind myself that you dun belong to me anymore. Im totally lost. Whenever I think of the promises you made, it just dissapoint me totally. It made me angry with you. But, how can I forget the laughters and joy you brought into my life?? How can you ask me to move on and forget you? I cant... I really cant. You say you are sorry for this is the last time you are going to make me sad. But what makes you so sure that I would be happier? I dun know ... Im so lost. Totally lost. I wont beg you to patch. Cos I have done nothing wrong. I changed. not once. but so many times to accomodate you. Do I deserve this after 3 and a half years? I dun think so. But I can bear to hate you. I cant live a happy life without you. What am I to do then ? Im not like you. Simply could move on just for the sake of wanting more freedom and more time with your friends. Then we shouldnt have started. You hurt me bad. Really bad. It has gotten to a point when physical hurt can no longer numb the pain in my heart. I only wish u can experience what i im going through, I will never forget what u ever said to me.. You don't know whether you loved me when we are attached for these years? You can never tell me why im different from the ONS u had behind me. You run your own life, and i shant meddle. Why cant u tell me this when we first got attached? why wait till so many months has passed. Why wait till now. why? As usual. the answer would be a I dont know... |
| After you leave a relationship... you will learn to move on. Till you think you are ready to settle down with a new one. I think it takes alot of courage to put my current bf's details up here. It marks to signify the trust I have in our relationship and next, how impt he is to me. He has totally cleaned me from the bad memories I ever had with my past. Baby. I hope. With the page dedicated to you. You will realise how much you mean to me. Regardless of the temptations, or suitors that may come your way. ALL i pray for is yr love to remain within me. And for me to remain within you... Always. His faceparty No matter what may happen in the future. This page.... will bear yr presence. Just like how you are etched iin me. Never be forgotten. His journal Baby... thanks for all that you have done. loving you. wilsurn |
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| When its over... nothing is left. Emptiness. |
| Probably this site is jinxed. I put both my ex names up... and within days.. we broke up. Sigh. I will not remove this page. Cos.. this 3mths + you spent wtih me.. is really amazing. Your care .. your concern. Your forgiveness. Is much more than I ever asked for. Thanks you. Will never forget you. Never. |