This is the cry of the lost
the secrets you do
not know, the pain you do not see.
why is it so hard to see?
If you only understood, if you only knew. 1 word you say can change my world.
Why don't you see it? Why?
.hurt.pain.love.
empty.
scattered.
reality sets in.
wow, im still alive. what an acomplishment. i counted the razor cuts, and there were over 150. with a f****** razor. yeah. so im clinging to the very threads of life, and my odds of survival look bleak. so yeah. i need some comforting.......</3
schwell, im officially worthless. 50+ cuts to the arm with razor. still no sign of dampering my depression. sometimes i feel like i have no worth. no reason to be alive. nothing to live for. i know, i know, im pretty daymn emo. but thats just me. emo without a cause. or maybe i do have a cause. i think charlie is cheating on me. with daniel. read this, this is what daniel said in a public forum on gaia. "My girlfriend lives in Florida, and you know what? ... i have it worse than you... WASHINGTON T-T... but I love her more than anything, she is my light... she is my love... ... ... *sigh* she is my life..."
If I die, would you even care?
its so cold...
wont you wrap your arms around me?
...just fix my life
i like drugs. music is lovely stuff. my friends are hardcore gangstar hoes. sex sex sex
How can you stand BY and watch me DIE?
THIS CAME FROM XANGA SITES. WHAT ABOUT IN YOUR NEIGBORHOODS, SCHOOLS? WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO?
PLEASE DON'T FORGET THEM! PLEEEAASSSEEE! THE BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST CAN SAVE THEM TOO!