| Why did I get so attached? Why did I love her so damn much? I knew all along she would eventually leave. She’s done it before. So many times before. She comes and we talk, we bond, we hold each other, but then she leaves. She never even looks back. But I cant blame it all on her. I knew it would happen. I opened up to her hoping she would stay, hoping she would change. But now I know I never should have done that. It’s okay, I know now I was stupid. I was foolish to open up to her. She has a life of her own. I just cant bare mine with out her. Next time…next time things will change. But what if there isn’t a next time? That’s what scares me. Thinking that when she leaves I’ll never see her again. I love her so much. We had our differences, all sisters do, but she was always there. At least in the end. That’s what matters though, that’s what really matters. I know she loves me. I know she and I are best friends. But that makes it hurt even more to see her go. To watch her leave me. To watch my hopes drive away with her. |
