| Do you want me to keep lying to you? Because I have been lying to you since I was old enough to understand my situation. To understand why ‘mummy and daddy’ didn't live together anymore. And you have never been there to help me through that. Then you expect me to drop everything when it’s convenient for you? Why should I mold to your every need? Why should I be the adult in this situation along with the countless others involving you? Do you think I want to ignore you? Do you actually believe I hate you? Well I don't --- I love you. I love you daddy. And I'm sure ignoring you hurts me more than it would ever hurt you. And yet you still insist on being a jackass! I never wanted you to be perfect. I just wanted you to be my dad. I wanted you to be there for me. That’s all I want. Just be there for me…please. I need a dad. |