Role Model
I think of him and my heart breaks,
I imagine him and my mind whirls,
My eyes water.
I can’t cry.
I never cry.
But I wish I could.
I looked up to you.
I loved you.
I worshiped you for so long!
I believed you were everything you’re not.
Then one day I saw you.
I saw who you really were.
And you broke my heart.
You crushed me.
Now I'm crouched in a corner,
By myself,
Because you left me.
You crushed me,
You heartless father.
You killed me.