I Think I Am In Love, But With Who?
by lyndsi mckay


Nobody thinks that falling for another of the same sex can happen on a
television show. That's a lie! Because "Whose Line Is It Anyway?" is where it
all began. Ryan and Colin, Brad and Wayne, Greg and Chip...come on, nobody
knows how hard it is to fall for someone of their own sex. I didn't think it would
happen to me, but guess what? It did. It goes a little something like this.

Karen Maruyama has been my best friend for ages. We would talk on the
phone for hours and sing songs to get my voice down for the episode. Well, we
got to the show and I actually saw her for the first time. I thought she was
the best thing I have ever seen. We did a little game called "Helping Hands"
and she was my hands, I thought of how it would be being with a woman but I
just couldn't, I think I love her but I am not sure.

"Karen, you wanna come to my house after the taping?" I asked

"Sure Josie, why not?" she said

I thought that if I got her to go to my house maybe she would get a
little bit of something she would like forever and ever amen. And when she
got to my house after the taping I saw what she actually looked like closer
than expected.

"Hey Josie, I really needed to talk to you so, I am really happy that you
asked me to come over," Karen said

"What about, Karen?"

Instead of answering my question, she head-on kissed me right on the
lips, and I loved it. I had to do something to fall for the feeling so I began
to undress her and she did the same to me. I never thought we would stop
making love that night, but we did and we started dating and nobody
suspected anything -- because they all do the same thing -- so at least I don't
feel like such an outcast anymore.



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