Reaction
by Jada

 

I can't believe what you've just told me.

Why?  Jesus, I'm your wife for God's sake!  What happened to our
wedding vows?  Huh?  Wasn't that enough to keep you here?  What am I
doing that you had to go off and screw somebody else?

And not only that, but it was a man, and not just any man, but our
friend!  Our *best* friend!  Does this mean you've been seeing him
all along?  Ever since we were married, huh?  Whatever happened to
the 'honor and cherish' part?  It was just tossed aside like so much
garbage.  And our kids!  What will they say when they find out their
father's gay?  You just wait, you'll pay, you dirty...

Oh God, what am I saying?   It's my fault, isn't it?  I haven't been
a good enough wife to you.  I should have been there more often,
should have been the shoulder to cry on more often.  Then maybe I
wouldn't have driven you to him.  If I'd only been there more often
for you...


It wouldn't have mattered?  That's just the way you are?  Oh, don't
say that, don't...  Don't cry, please!  I'm sorry for what I said,
we'll get through this together.  We'll get you therapy, we'll get
you cured.  I love you too much to let this sickness get you.  I know
you still love me, deep inside, right?  Say you do...

Why?  Why can't you?  Is this mental disease so bad you don't even
love me anymore?  You only love him now, don't you?  What has he done
for you, tell me that!  So he's been your friend for a long time.  I
don't care, that's still no reason to leave your wife behind.  I've
borne you two children.  I've been here for you through thick and
thin.  And you still can't bring yourself to have marital fidelity? 
You had to go running to Colin?  I'm your wife, Ryan.  Why can't you
love me?



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