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Greg's POV.
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I didn't want it to happen. I
thought I was distant enough to
screw with his head, make him believe that I loved him, get some
good
sex, and leave with no regrets. But.it didn't work. I fell in
love
with him. I loved my wife; she obviously didn't feel the same. We
got
a divorce last summer. She went and married my best friend.
Life's
funny, isn't it. I choked back a sob. I didn't want her to go. I
miss
her so much. I knew whom I loved. It's scary, being in love with
two
people. I know it doesn't seem like it...but...to be in love with
him.
What was even scarier is that I felt safer and more secure around
him. Jen was great but...not what I wanted. I suppose I did at
one time.
but now...I have him. I finally realized how badly I had it for
him. I
think I know why I couldn't get him out of my thoughts. Besides
the
fact that he is gorgeous and he has a nice ass, an inner-voice
piped
up. He smiled, a bitter smile. He was dark, that's what I think.
He
has darkness in him. A mysterious side he keeps hidden from the
world. Okay, okay. I know it sounds crazy but how many people
have
ever seen him in the throes of passion? It pained me to think of
how
hurt and vulnerable he looked when I told him I was leaving. When
I
told him it was just sex, at least for me. I didn't think he'd be
so
crushed. Of course, it didn't help for me to be colder than ice.
I
saw how hurt he looked when I told him, yet I walked away and
didn't
look back. You're a jackass, my inner voice piped up again. Shut
up,
I quipped back to it, like I need you making comments. I stopped
dead
in my tracks...I'm talking to myself, my god I'm pathetic. I knew
how
hurt he'd be. I don't know why I did it. My wife had already told
me
that we were getting a divorce. So, I had to ask myself, why did
I
leave him?