Nanhai going malaysia soon...although nuhai alwaes say without him here is happy de....but that is not true....haiz....why am i still thinking of nanhai...is it worth to cry fer him again and again?Last nite,go out celebrate chicken b`dae...kenneth and jerlyn was there...although we hab a great time...but nuhai was still thinking of nanhai...haiz....saw a msg he send to his ex....he say he reallix loves her...haiz....nuhai could still rmb...he send before this type of msg to her...but now it is not fer her anymore...those hands are not fer her anymore....what left is onli memories....haiz...but nuhai won't cry anymore....cos wad she hab promise herself after she hab finish the story...nuhai reallix nid a beri long time to forget nanhai..being hurt too deeply...why does nanhai lie to nuhai...nuhai realli shang xin...is love so hurtful..fear to accept anyone else ler...sad nuhai ...why nanhai can be so heartless...haiz...nanhai become so selfish too...he is not like that when nuhai firstt met him....if time could go back...nuhai would rather be frens with him...
Nanhai is losing alot of his frenz...and nuhai hope that his fren would not be angry at nanhai cos nanhai will be lonely without them lorz...honestly, nuhai beri regret she let nanhai goes...cos when nuhai still wib nanhai that time...nanhai wanted to bring nuhai along fer the trip to malaysia...and maybe if they are still together...nuhai could change nanhai heart during the trip...haiz...regret also no use...nuhai feels so helpless...life like becoming beri meaningless ler...losing part of myself....tears fallig down....nuhai still lubv nanhai alot...but....nanhai hates nuhai now....at lost...realli helpless...nanhai knows abt this webbie...but he said nothing abt it...haiz...so hurt....he won't be back ler..haiz....nuhai tot she understand nanhai...but she is jus too tian zhen ler...
Nuhai going out wib kenneth,chicken and jerlyn. and oso maybe nia...sabrina...to bugis,hopex that no one would mention about nanhai lorx...cos nuhai already have enuff ler....nuhai bu yao zai shang xin ler.nuhai xiang xue zhe grow up.deng dai yi ge zhi zi xin ai de ren shi xin fu de but why am i not happy...update when i come back....anything cor me...btw...me no handfone...haha...
Nuhai wanted to tell nanhai to take care worx...cos nanhai going malaysia...haix...donnoe nanhai will see this anot...now that nanhai hates nuhai....jua wanna him to take care of himself ...i know i still lurve nanhai de...haix
Nuhai beri sad...so mani things happen today...nuhai heard tt nanhai don let jerlyn go out with her...haix...alrdy trit jerlyn as a good fren...haix....why love can change to hate so fast? nanhai wasn't so petty last time...everyone change...haix...nuhai broke her promise again...nuhai cry ler...why cant nuhai parents be morex understanding? nuhai already lose nanhai ler...she dosen't wan to lose her frens anymore...haiz...cant nanhai turns his head to look at nuhai fer at least a second...why is he so heartless....nuhai ai de tai shen ler...shou yi hen xin tong...ku ler lar....sorrie to xiao stars nuhai horx...my parents too protect me ler...sorrie...
Nuhai realli sad that nanhai change so much...he could made use of his own fren to act patietic...haix....never tot he would be like that....making use of his fren...nuhai tot she beri understand nanhai but seems like all is wrong...nuhai is the onli one that don understand him....is love making fun of nuhai or is this a lesson fer nuhai to learn and grow up....haiz....why am nuhai crying fer the totally changed nanhai?haix...will nanhai be back again? nuhai reallix donnoe...is letting nanhai go a rite choice? at lost ler...world falling apart.....
So mani things happen today leix...nuhai lost fren is back!he even talk to nuhai but it was not like last time...haix...and nuhai got into trouble today....so scary the police...haix...sorrie to ken, chicken and cockcoach....i should not hab laugh at the point of time...haix...nanhai will be back by tomol....nuhai miss him alot...but jus cant tell it to others...cos they will say her toopid....nanhai left nuhai was so long ago...why am nuhai still thinking of nanhai...haix.... many
