I've given you everything. I've made sacrifices you couldn't even begin to understand. I opened my heart to you and gave you my soul. All I asked was you be honest with me. But you couldn't even do that. I asked nothing else...maybe that was too much. I didn't have high expectations because I knew if I did, you would let me down. But you did anyway. I didn't want forever...to be honest, I really don't know what I want. I thought I wanted you, but the more we're apart, I realize I can live without you.

You have done so many things that hurt me in our time together, most of the time without realizing it. I don't believe you are as calculating as others say you are, but then, I was always the last to see your true colors, wasn't I? I gave you chance after chance, hoping you would come around and realize that the things you were doing were wrong and hurting me...hurting us. But you either didn't see, or chose to ignore it. Whatever the case may be, it's too late. There may have been a chance for greatness, but we'll never know for certain. I cannot, will not, continue to be ignored.

Do not expect me to pine for you. Do not expect me to lose sleep over you. Do not expect your crinkly eyed smile and charm to make me melt. I see through you now, and I realize you are weak. You have no power over me anymore. I said things that night on the phone... things that should have never been brought out into the open. Those words just made me seem vulnerable to you, made you think you still ruled over me. You are no longer the sun in my universe. You are just a burned out star fading into the darkness, only to become a distant memory.