Various Asian Poems
by
John Bennett
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Hypothesis: dreaming as an aerial view of the body
I write from nowhere, in the air.
I write in the sky from boredom or beauty
or because it's so easy to concentrate
on the extraordinary surface, the blank sheet
of paper washing nervous water runs, splayed
ends, crocodile tail ridges, serpent salt trails.
Saliva wells in my mouth, nostalgic for flow
as synapses terminate in red dust.
Nothing's happening on the lizard-dry skin.
Time has disappeared into the past
leaving signs of erosion, some form of evolution
no longer anaerobic exposed to ochre fossil colours,
any trace of civilisation obliterated by geomorphic process.
Lake Eyre's heritage colours have a touch of toxic bloom.
After rains, miles of pocket lakes leak currents
of chlorophyll down the leaf's yellow veins.
Form reproduces itself in cloud reflections, frozen waves of salt
multiplying a mesmerising horizon an inventiveness of immensity
along plains of desolation unimagined by the Greeks,
only pink lines of road appear to give a civilised perspective
until you realise that civilisation is a culture in touch
with the land, and how these custodians had somehow
as their painting confirms, an aerial perspective.
There¡¦s no obituary, the red fades to everlasting blue.
I request the flight-path from a stewardess
who brings an invitation. I time my entrance
for Uluru, shake hands with the pilots, take a seat,
note the autopilot movement, the video monitors
and disappointing forward view. Clouds cling
above the monolith forming a screen.
"It's often like this" the pilot says, then
hints at some mysterious mechanism at work.
My destination, Kelantan, they called ¡¥a backward state¡¦.
The co-pilot championed Ipoh, his home town,
I remember for some of the world's worst toilets.
Challenged, he claimed the best brothels and restaurants.
They were the state's success stories, gung ho for progress
and subsidies, bristling at mention of logging and the Penan,
repeating Mahahtir's point about the right of indigenous people
to belong to the twentieth century, as if choice is available.
We argued, they sent me back to my seat. The Dutch
turned their backs on the primal red waves that pull
the Great Sandy Desert across the continent, as we left the coast
estuaries then tentative islands re-appeared and from the map
I guessed we were crossing a claw of Cape Leveque
snaring sea-green daydreams and advertisements
of alcoholic torpor, perfumes and the exact time
in a country animated by light while empires plunder night.
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Kota Bharu,
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Catriona approached me on the Sultan's Jetty
wanting help prizing the lid off a jar of marmalade,
tasting the sweet orange off her fingers,
chattering wildly, withdrawal symptoms -
her first conversation after a year's abstinence.
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Her language is bent out of shape, she's been
teaching English too long. It's become sculptural,
confusing, self-conscious and sub-conscious
uttering fragments for pleasure - "the golden skin
of the river" in a twangy hard-to-place voice.
We watch day close down together. It seems just
about the start of monsoon, a tarred and tattered sky
advances in pursuit of a cold wind as if a window¡¦s
just been opened banishing the fervent heat.
The molten river flows a lava of retracting light.
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Conversation is an art of context, timing, interest,
we practise dancing our ebb and flow
but our walk on parts suffice, the river
is the drama, sparking silver on the fountains
playing from bamboo pipes that dredge the bed.
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"Everything is impermanent", she says simply
as she carefully separates the damp
black wings of her umbrella,
borrowed from a Buddhist monk
(pronounced with a wonky O).
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We walked back along the bank,
greedy for the alchemy of light,
she's heading back to the Thai monastery
then returning home to New Zealand
to what she's been missing - green apples.
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We took tea and questioning in the joss house,
Guinness bottles held pride of place
in a dark grimy shrine of uncertain allegiance.
We walked back through the square where
the British executed terrorists, a generation back.
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Malleable light skinned the palaces
and solid yellow building being renovated
Japanese headquarters during the war, beautiful
compared to the concrete city risen around it.
She hates the new, "You wouldn't recognise Chang Mai."
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The city is saved by small details: a bamboo bird cage,
advertisements painted onto the bamboo blinds.
Seeing English again, she reads the odd language aloud.
I thanked her for increasing my potential audience, but warned
of the dangers: homogenisation; monthly languages becoming extinct.
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Kota Bharu
The garden gate's ajar, I wander in
planting feet lightly, a kind of meditation
thinking where I might be going.
Even behind barbed wire, the flowers seem happy
and dusk enchanted. Another day is dying
with such lavish grace, everything so easily
relieved of its substantive weight.
I clap hands without a religious bone driving off
mosquitoes, disturb a bird-big insect - miniature heart attack.
The plaintiff call to prayer roosting in the minaret
carries into the clouds, reality is voice without language.
The sky is a flag being gently lowered and washed of colour,
the runway lights are gaining strength
lines of violet eyes that entice the really big birds.
A security guard starts up a conversation
ignoring passengers setting off the metal detector.
Our conversation somersaults over where I'm going
to Islam, the scarcity of beer, his girlfriends
across the border in Thailand ¡V how men
like to talk, him actually, and the news
spraying indiscrimate war-torn refugees.
Waiting is mandatory here,
a mode of being I'm miserable at,
I find a sitting position an instrument of penance.
Behind her yashmak the woman next to me
belches professionally; Bond's back,
his women wiggle their fat breasts at us.
The art of killing time is to make it live.
Bison is the taste of freedom.
The cameras are feeding on death.
The two newsreaders work the larynx,
their language breathes voraciously,
their jaws strain unintelligible muscles,
their tongues jostle against their teeth,
their mouths ooze saliva into a world endlessly alive
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Jul, Pangloa Island, The Phillipines
I've found an island off an island lying off an island,
bancos nose ashore at dawn to rendezvous
with an old man burdened by scales. He weighs
the catch, balancing tiny fish against iron weights.
Children appear pushing pigs and cows into the sea,
a man scrubs his fighting cock, breasting the waves
its bronze feathers squeeze the light like armour.
I share my beach with an agile oriole ardently feeding
on insects in the talisay tree losing large red leaves,
two orb spiders are left holding either end. On the ebb
the woman employed to clean the beach appears,
the seaweed's saved and spread across the fields,
she gathers leaves dropping round me. I motion to take
her picture, she shakes her head. I smile, I totally agree.
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Dauis, Pangloa Island
Escaping Magellan's death, survivors tacked around
returning later to unload the sacrament onto this promontary
where the dead were already congregating. Using taxes
they massaged the earth's crust balancing the spoils
into belfries floating over the rug of coconut palms.
I almost genuflect in the heavenly chorus of sparrows
echoing to the golden ceiling in need of repair
The faithful bow in martyrdom beneath the candle-lit
statue of the Virgin. Her miraculous powers
tear across the dotted line of pre-Hispanic anything.
I lift an awkward wooden cover set into the altar,
from the lip of the well bunches of angels peep
over flushed cardboard clouds welling like tears
down a swollen reflection jamming the rock, my dim face.
The Chocolate Hills, Buenos Aires, Bohol Island.
Mysteries are rare and to be relished in their season.
I'm pleased experts are still arguing haycock hills,
marine limestone and a spade of impermeable clay
or legacy of theories, a giant's tears falling for a woman.
The mists start lifting, I drop from the observation deck
as a rainbow hoops the hills ranged neatly, like
rich kids¡¦ burial mounds patched with teddy-bear fur.
I circle my own hill, sunbirds singing in my ear,
searching for a slippery trail trace sneaking up
through the briars and sawgrasses. I get to be solitary
with a sodden shirt and lacerations, marooned
on a small mountain advertising a view of the sun's
soft vibrations on a thousand hills; the view repeated
as in a kaleidoscope, the monsoon late, still green.
Return to Jul
On the swaying roof of a local bus I¡¦m squashed
between sacks of cassava and corn, crates of beer,
trussed pigs and a turtle I tread on accidentally.
I'm a prince or politician waving back to the children
who yell out ¡¥Americano. Americano¡¦. The campaign trails
through cool mahogany, rainforest remnants from Eden
adjusting to settlement. Rice paddies reflect a faint watermarked sky
and rough jerry-built mountains; the road binds
the copper-green Loboc used by Coppola in Apocalypse Now.
The grandest structures are not ordinary banks or insurance
offices but churches. The bells clang bronze for virgins
dressed in Sunday best assembling near the Compact Site
facing my island, locked into the thick blue concentrate
by bands of gold. My caption would read - A first mistake.
The temperature of light, Jul
I've spent the last two hours of my life paying attention
to the seam of sea and sky, an equation in flux
redrawing the coastlines of Bohol, Negros and Cebu,
In fact, our falling star has set the sea on fire,
or else solar incandescence is leaking east of Cebu.
I'm an intoxicated eyewitness unable to digest the light
of every wavelength, so it seems whiteness is finally repulsed.
What work does the word God do for this mystery?
A silver moon entices the nocturnal grid of sonorous stars
each with their own transient reasons and seasons.
As Alpha Centauri burns light fused before my birth
the sea gnaws its limit and the first cock crow of non-stop
night is heard, art tries to feed this yawning mouth of heaven.
Is there really time for speechless sleep?
The reef, Jul
As the procession of fishing boats glides home
I wade into an ebbing milky sea and once overboard
row my arms backwards, I'm blinded by the day's
dazzling parabola opening from the edge like a can.
Are there challenges in heaven? A kilometre later I roll over
face down like a dead man with no name - just a pair of eyes
attached by breathing tube to bird breaths of blue sky.
The magnified spectacle vivid as fever demands attention,
starfish drape the monoliths and fleecy forms,
two thousand species conspiring to diversity. Each corner
checks an immediate horizon promising pearls or parrots,
butterflies and angels in small sizes and carnal colours.
The sizeable are dynamited. What could we learn in heaven?
Crowns of thorns hug the reef I'm shipwrecked on.
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Kuching
Currently, there's no accepted precedent. My epitaph.
The rain cannot begin to stop
the parangs of lightning slice the treacle dark.
I share an awning with giggling school girls.
I'm too old, look across to the solid courthouse
with its curved roof and transplanted columns
as pale and fat as mushroom stalks,
they firm the solidity of white man's purpose.
The caretaker suggests I stay longer, learn
the language. Which one? I should have asked,
and start all over? Learning the climate's dialect,
the fruiting season's tendencies, discovering
paths to isolated waterfalls, repeating a phrase
for the presence of butterflies, falling for
the women who smile right into your eyes
My mind would wander, my skin pump sweat
over the surface of night. Eventually I'd start to drink
at the club without consequence, and manage
to ignore the fruitful nuisance of a past. Anything's possible,
I could even stop ignoring the lovely girls who offer
oral 50 cents, who turn out to be boys needing money
for makeup and die in a white cotton shirt with stains.
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Sarawak
24 october
There's this towering tree, the waving canopy,
me and the force-fed light becoming confused
as birds fly their final sorties for the day.
It's another green world suspended mid-air ,
plants feed on plants, detritus is compost
working hurriedly in the one hot wet season
that bandages the round edge of the world.
How to be here, beyond the relief of escaping
the leeches, the mosquitoes, the heat?
Cooling mind drifts across the succulent sea.
25 October
As light infiltrates I begin my move into the suburbs
of dripping trees. At a crashing noise I look
for gibbons in the tree tops, (eyes are a godsend
but the Penan use their ears in the forest),
it was another leaf falling through the stories.
The jungle exerts a dark green pressure, slowing
the descent of light by pith, pulp and ripened leaves,
Crash - this time a falling branch hits the ground
a few feet away. Now I believe in the real dangers,
worse than snakes or poisoned darts from a blowpipe.
The weakness I feel is the strength of the forest,
its roots trip you, its streams slow you down,
not hot this early but humidity is on max.
After a few hours I turn back, having chalked up
one scarlet minevet, a couple of squirrels
and a spectacular fall. Exhausted, I climb the rungs
one by one to my refuge, slump against the trunk
and concentrate on the slight breeze drying my body,
my mind blank, watched over by feeding flowerpeckers
accepts an expansive sleep, without one wall anywhere.
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Kuala Kuantan,
The phenomenon of synchronised pulsations
lights the northern bank at 3 cycles per second;
if only local tourists were not singing ¡¥Jingle Bells¡¦
constructing a hard-wired Christmas in Chicago
sparking glass walls, lawns and rooftops;
Santa¡¦s suburbs packaged with promise ¡V in turn,
reminding me of the new Tate Modern choked with
installations designed ¡¥to engage the viewer both physically
and psychologically¡¦. As fine art feathers the disappearing
world and science explains the chemistry of light,
between lightning strikes momentarily blinding,
we greedily suck fireflies onto our retinas.
Just as Femke announces, ¡¥This is like Venice¡¦,
our oarsman, standing on the stern, gondolier style,
steers us into a tangle of mangrove -
mauling my attention, wandering to better days
on the island of Giudecca, accessible by footbridge,
famous for its gardens dug to hortus conclusus
(impeccable models of the whole)
until a creamy green luminosity detaches
from a branch and floats off through the boundary
of air, an aesthetic liberation, another drops
on our bow as we back away and begin
all over again, drifting downstream towards the sea.
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Kuala Selangor
The happy yellow train welded to a tractor
pulls excited trippers up the hill
for the view from the district officer¡¦s house.
The Straits of Malacca sway blue with fishing boats
heard this morning chugging through the forest,
unseen because the mangrove boardwalk has rotted through.
The Malay/Portuguese/Dutch/British fort is a ruin
overwhelmed by tall spidery towers receiving
a flood of foreign sounds and images.
Grey-leaf monkeys with dark capes of hair
clamber the structures above a man in a white tunic
who waves a stick to keep them off his papaws.
They dance the barbed wire fence and leap
into the gang on the bank where youngsters
tackle each other, tumbling down the grassy slope.
In the momentum of energy without paradox
I take a dancer¡¦s imagination, swing through
the canopy on a bright orange baby velcroed
to mother by miniature fingers and anticipate
that what¡¦s real might ripen in the noticing:
loud shadows, the wilderness of a kite-strewn sky,
wary of the pale page or canvas deflating
the taste of roasted nuts or colour of mangoes
ready to eat on the roadside stall.
What it is like to be a monkey is as unknown
as what it is like to be a bat or, for that matter,
an artist who is absolutely devoted to humans.
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New Caledonia, 3.00am
A simple vision of a moonlight world
the peaceful silhouette of islands
graceful presences like seals, immobile
in the sea, waves breaking onto a beach
catch brief smiles of light. As we descend
the texture of the trees becomes clear
and the waves scribbling on the dark world.
Not a single light stream is visible
meandering through the primeaval place.
Night makes us something we are not.
Sydney, 6.50am
Flying alongside the city over the sea
the vast glittering city must be terrifying
for someone used to the dark
there is a blood red stroke across the horizon
the stars are still as clear as eyes
until we descend into the glare of Botany bay
and see the mist pooling in a discrete layer.
Silver arc lights twinkle like stars
The industrial complexes pour yellow light
like lead paint until pipes and tanks intervene.
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