i cant seem to hold anything else down
and I keep spilling these proverbial guts
who said theres a fine line between doing and trying
friends and enemies are in me
and i cant find anyone to stand behind
a boy with a shotgun charm and bullet eyes
ill try hard but fail to live in tonite
she begged for attention
but never even mentioned
forgiveness
made her nervous and unsure
she sang about bitter sweet redemption
i just turned up the speakers
and there must be a million reasons
but leaving you will leave me in aforementioned pieces
they'll call tonite suicide
but you and i know better
you always killed me
cause girls like you make suicide
so last week
she begged for attention
but never even mentioned
forgiveness
made her nervous and unsure