I'm never to be found
whenever you come around

All the kids say I've changed
that I'm just not the same

Maybe they're on the level
I'd be social if I was able

I guess my soul is uncovered
because it was buried with my brother

So don't come to me with a label
like I'm mean, or hateful

If you walked a while in my shoes
you'd be depressed, too

Instead you live the high nights
with fake friends and car lgihts

You could never understand why I don't come to your parties
why I don't go to the drive-in and sit with my girlfriends

Just because I don't drink and party up
makes me unpopular and I've had it up

To hear, you say that what I am is not enough
makes me want to flip and run up

In this place with a serious face
fingers on the trigger of your maker

So I could give you a brush with my thoughts
before I'm halled away by the cops

And I think about the crash constantly
like a bad song it's stuck in my brain

Full of blame, I can't help but feel the pain
as I see the frames, the broken glass and the smashing

Of the frame, This horror film won't escape me
it's like death laughs at me and rapes me

I can't help but assume it awaits me
at every twist and turn of the road

It shakes me, to see careless people
doing careless things

There's never a good reason to risk it
life is a valuable thing

Sometimes I watch the sky and can only imagine
what beauty lies in heaven

And if one day I'll awake from this bad dream
full of life and prosperity

But sadly, this story has no happy ending
so tales of negativeity I'll be ever sending

You, the reader of my twisted minds rewindings
Don't be surprised with bitter findings

It's just me, sincerely, misunderstood
It'd be social if I could