ps. sorry Julz... I haven't uploaded yet.. I dunno how to upload html with ftp?!!?

Wendy smiled @ 02:05am []

12/01/2003

[eidt] haha..change of plan! if neither of us are going out with anybody at the age of 35, we'll do eachother... haha. after all, that's realistic right?? as if we'd be virgins when we are 35... or will we?? >< [/edit]

kekek.. you learn new things everyday! =]

w0000000t! r0x0r!!! s0xor!!! dix0r!!! haha..okay.. amusement for the day.

w000000t! finished downloading the whole Shinhwa 6th Album from Solid 07 hehe and while i'm at it, i'm also downloading Brown Eyes 2nd album...

Kong asks the most stupidest thing I have ever heard -_-; Before 18.. pfftt..haha.. made a deal with someone, if neither of us have sex by 35, we'd do eachother... haha

Wendy smiled @ 02:05am []

11/01/2003

[edit] I LOVE JULZ!!!!!! She's going to host me.. hehe so I will be soon @Reminiscent. Ain't it mad? <3 herrrrrrrrrrr!!

I just remembered. At tutoring, Nusrat, Stef and I, we promised eachother if we get a bf we'd kill eachother... coz we need to study maths together ^^ hehe but what is allowed? Fling =) also Stef and Nusrat are able to find formal dates... like... looking around I guess... =) haha so if i do start talk about getting a bf... plz spam me!! [unedit]

Love Julz' layout and her domain.. so prettiful.. =)... im too cheap
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Phewww~~~ 6 hours of maths really brought me into working mode.. =) yay!! I did soo much maths today but yet i still felt so dumb :/ For the 3unit part, we did with replacements, which was alright but FRICKIN HELL!!! That dude from Grammar really REALLY pissed us off. *in this posh english accent* "Perhaps I'm wrong, perhaps..." OMG it was soooooooo annoying! Shutup with your pretended accent and talk like a person. You're chinese... but.. why pretend you're English when you're not?!?! and who does he think he is?!?! like saying stuff like "I'm in year 11, you? *I'm smart coz I do 3unit in year11 before school start* It's like..WHO CARES??? omg omg.. grrrrr.

And in 4unit.. i swear i was sooo lost! Went out to get some food with Nusrat.. hehe we got the small bondi burger, it was soooooooo yummy but the guy who served us looked like Toby Maquire(??) I swear! and he gave us a big bondi burger (?? it was HUGE) so that was good.. =) (hehe.. go to Oportos in North Sydney... he looks like Toby I swear!!) Anyway, after we came back, they did so much curve skecthing without us -_-; I was lost for the rest of 2hours -____-;; going.. lala.. i don't get u.. *sigh*

Enough complaining about tutoring... can you believe that my mum kept her words??? she did not... i repeat..did NOT make me lunch... so i had to use MY money to buy food.. but thank god... tonight she didn't cook anything crunchy, unlike last night, when she knew clearly I just had my braces tightened and can't eat food properly, she went ahead and made food which is impossible for me to chew -_-; So i didn't have lunch and basically no dinner yesterday... I'm abused...

So so tired... >_<... parents watching some sort of chinese movie -_-;; heaps loud, but my music be louder ^^*note* Thanx Jun for your comment... haha I specifically deleted my homepage while I was over at ur house.. how did you find it?? -_-; and you're such a snob!! saw you this morning at the stations but nooooooo... no hello, no hi... wotta snob!!! *hmmphh*

haha.. I got my first fansign the other day.. hehe.. thanx to Tom... hehe.. love you too babe ^^

Is it me... or is it really cold today??

Wendy smiled @ 08:55pm []

10/01/2003

I'm over it. I'm over the whole thing now. I guess there's no point for me being his friend. He gets nothing out of it. His friend dun like me :/ After hours of talking with E i realised yeah maybe it's just the way it is.. best to be left alone...

My mum pisssssssssssssssssssss me off sooooooooo much!!!! omg!! for lunch she made me noodles which taste like shit so I refused to eat it.. you know what she told me??? If i don't finish the whole thing in front of her, she will never cook me lunch, dinner... i think she's going overboard a bit. I am so not going to eat that shit! ><

Wendy smiled @ 12:55pm []

10/01/2003

Woo! New layout! Took me ALLLLLL day man!! hehe.. to navigate, just use the links on the bottom.. simple enough? yep! ^^

Anyway, I feel soooooooo farkin stupid. >_<.. ***sigh***... How can you stop yourself from liking someone? By getting that person to hate you.. yep. That's what I did. And that is FARKING stupid. I guess it worked, the part where the person start to think you have issues, and thinks you start to lose it.. but the part where *I'm* supposed to hate that person didn't work... it only made me cry and think how stupid I was by torning a perfectly fine friendship apart... i'm stupid! >_<

So many tears shed these few months. What's wrong with me?!?!?! What is wrong?!?! Why am i always crying for no reasons? why am i always upset for no reasons??? Why have I become so weak..... You know what Kong said to me? He was saying how he wished that I was a nun and stop stupid guys ruining my emotions... I wish he was right... I wish i was a nun so i can stop liking people so easily. Thanx Kong for always saying stupid little things to put a smile on my face...

Heck. I don't even think I liked him... i am starting to like him... the sense of loss hurts so much. Liking someone from afar is great. I think I'm cursed. Every guy I've liked never liked me back, or they hated me... all my ex's were the ones that started to like me and I started to like them back... never once.. that I liked my ex's first...

I screwed up big time...

Wendy smiled @ 12:05am []