| unsqaidSAID if this is life id rather be dead if these are my choices id rather remain unsaid id rather be a nobody than someone lieing to get ahead so i guess ill remain unsaid ill plot out my entance although it will never come ill sit her and plan prepare to be stunned ill progress through the chain take aim its rather easy being numb ill forget about the world about today about tomorrow it holds nothing anyway or for me atleast i hold on to the things you say the words you speak that seem to eat away im just another hopeless cause who hates fucking life bitter and mean tattern and torn worthless another suicide to mourn while you start your life ill finish mine pull the trigger ive run out of time by the time you see this it'll be too late but i guess its just my fait i |
| "love"?ds i cry everynight an empty stare a world of darkness cause your not there ... ive never met you i do bealieve but i hope one day ull see me i hope for love to save me from this a boyfriend, companion one faithful kiss to find someone ive yet to love a person to lean on and to rise abouve this emptyness it eats away my window gets smaller each and everyday that "one true love" i long to find to pick me up and save me from this rhyme a tear rolls down as i right this note a simple reminder of a lonesome coat a shield of hurt a shadow of doubt a curtain of hopelessness a feeling that "CANT" be left out as much as i hate it im stuck here with a piece of paper and a single tear MIRROR IMAGE another day another doller im stuck in a ditch with much to ponder i've fucked up again like all times before im lost and alone shut up you fucking whore oh god here she goes the rants and rave with her oppinions and attacks here the throw me in my cage oh fuck off whore this has gone to far but here i am here knocking at your door ill set you straight ill bring you down what do u expect me to say turn that frown upside down!? shut up SHUT UP im not what you say im not what they say go ahead hun go out to play its ok mommies here to pick up the piececes of what you call dear I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP you fucking pysco I DON'T NEED YOUR ADVICE HA get it straight ho i did.'t do it its your bad i didn't cause this you douche bag ALRIGHT i fucked up ill admist to that but back the fuck off i made a bad choice .... so its time to act YOU?...act....HA you're sitting on your fat ass chewing on your pen cap you'll never take responsibility for what you have done im forever stuck with your mess so go have your fun you had a good thing but it faded out quick i cant be what u say no how no way |