I see them look at me
as if I were a threat
At one time maybe
That I will always regret

I used to enjoy their fear
It meant my job was done
But now their remarks I hear
And it is from them I run

Searching for redemption
It is nowhere to be found
Countless good actions
Yet by the past I am still bound

Unable to accept forgiveness
I pretend that i'm o.k.
And continue to fight rightous
But never without pain

My bard she understands this
although I never let on
Frustrated I make a fist
But she knows it is a con

To think I almost turned her away
I feared for her and this life
But it was mine she saved
I would have given up the fight

Now the only one I love
She always soothes me with a kiss
And I thank the gods above
Because I know didn't deserve this
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