I've missed a few, no doubt about that, but this list covers over 95% of all tracks recorded at The Attic by Totem Spectre or a Totem Spectre side project (where indicated)
also: marked * = see extra notes at the bottom of this page
37 months (Braicq)
a brighter place
a dreamer's goodbye
a forest* (from The Maelstrom revisited)
a little love (drowning in the rain version, different lyrics)
a novel (part III, II, I)
a sea beyond
a space between*
a story of a love
a yearning
acid hit
acid son (against the fools)
aesthetic (Radio Attic)
afterglow XXII
afterhours*
ali baba
alice* (alice version)
alice* (again)
alice* (another version)
alice* (eery version)
alice* (nightmare version)
alice* (tekhno version)
alice* (xman version featuring xman Ron)
alice* in the underground
all is nice
all the pieces
alteration zone (with Braicq)
always right about anything
amongst lizard people (Braicq)
amphetamine logic*
amphetamine logic* (logic version)
anaconda*
anagram (atleast collapse reversion)
angel
angel (electrodemo)
angel (lucifury version)
angel (mono mix)
angel (sweep pad version)
angel c64
angel d/a
angel electromix
angel extended dick mix
angel sky
animals don't need this
apathetic
apocacles
argument (nl)
as she smiles
as you see the world turn red (clouded moon part I)
ash jumper / painjumpstartlie
ashes to dust (apartment version)
ashes to dust (campfire version) (Floodhound)
assemble (poison)
assimilate*
at satyr's end
at the shrink's
atleast collapse
atleast collapse (upstraight version)
attached (Dr. Dildo & The Drooling Dunces)
back in your dreams (Perk)
back to you
bait
baphomet
battle
beast run high
beat me senseless
been a son*
beep in the brain
being lonely
beyond the wastelands
bitter fate
black hole of love
black river
black widow
block four years
bloodfloor
bloodfloor (new line version)
bloodfloor (original demo)
body electric*
body electric* (ascii corridors version)
body electric* (bloody e! high voltage version)
body electric* (electric version)
brag pulp
breaking it down (lyrics by Dr D)
breath for you
breeze (Floodhound)
brittle laws of physics
burning
burning every station (clouded moon part II)
burning inside* (gabcore version)
burning inside* (mage version)
burning to rebel
burning to rebel (a new rebellion)
candy
capital deal
cardiac arrest, part II
carnage
carsick 6AM (Floorhound)
chasing moments
choke on glass (full vermin version)
choke on glass (low vermin version)
cleansed?
clear
clock shine twelve
clockwork (from The Maelstrom revisited)
clouded moon III
club 999
club mekong (New Line project)
cold
conspire in dreams (Dubious Noise Collaboration)
corporate info
corrode & crash
cries'd
crimson blood
curiosity
curse
curse II (invocation #9) (Dr. Dildo)
cut the fucking crap!
cutdown
damned: eternity
dark forest
dark room (ascension)
dark room (heavensite remake)
dark room (passageway)
dark room d/a
dark room I (Floodhound)
dark room II (Floodhound)
darling dusk
day bye day
dead karma / when madness prevails
dead on time
dead world
death factory (with frithjof grimme)
decoy
deliverance from phantom world
demented wrath / kubla khan
demon bane
demon bane (in a band version)
derailer (Radio Attic)
deranger (Radio Attic)
derelict (aka love derelict)
desolation
desperate measures
destructive appeal
devoided (Perk)
difference (the espionage syndrom)
displaced in time
distant lights
do your new thing
does it feel? (Braicq)
dogbeat
dominion mother russia*
don't you worry*
down harder
downgone
dr jeep*
dream verse
dreamscape
drifter '98
driven by force
drowning in the rain
drowning in the rain (aj's policeforce version)
drowning in the rain (dance verion)
drowning in the rain (speed limit version)
drowning man
drug problem
drugfest (aka the delight ferocious)
dustbin
dutchball / avenging angel
dyssimilata
eem shinupp nnahtas (aka pay the man!) (Floodhound)
eggstatik
egomancer (the liar's lair)
electric eel
entropic liaisons
entry 77
entry 79
ether (rew / ffwd)
ether II
ether IV
euphoria three
eva
eva crummy bass dub version
evergreen
everything
evokeys
exit bienne (Braicq)
exposure (salv III)
eyes and ice
fail & fall
fail & fall '99
fail to say
fall apart in memories (Floodhound)
falling through space
feeling
fire
first, final, forever*
first and last and always*
follow me home*
foreplay electric
freak attack (Radio Attic)
freakshow (Perk)
freedom ignition (with Braicq)
fright (realmix) (Dubious Noise Collaboration)
from heart (Floodhound)
fullmoon night (Floodhound)
further astray
gang slack (UFP project)
gateway 88
ghost song
ghost train
ghost train '97
ghost train (retour version)
ghost train (targeting threeeye version)
ghost train 2000
ghost train rolling
ghostrider*
ghostriders / stigmata*
gifts of the fall
gimme some action (UFP project)
go away
gold
grace of dreamscape
green chills (the waltzing dead)
groupie (UFP project)
gun glass
hall of mirrors
hallway of the unfortunate
happy valentine
hardcore skins vs. rock (featuring Dr D)
haunter
headzone (Radio Attic)
heartland*
heliraptor
heritage
hexvex
heywey
high spirit
high tide rain
highlands
hippy song
hound
how come some shit?
human is garbage (aka bomb the lot)
hymn
I'm through (thirst version)
I've got a gun
I've got a gun '97
I've got a gun (so run! version)
I am your body bag
I like it hot
I will
iceage
icebreaker*
iconoblast (aka convert or die)
immortal ice whore (aka immortalizer)
immune
imperfection
in a sleepless hour
in a sleepless hour (remake)
in all thy dreams (with xman ron)
infernal checkmate
inner slide
into the delta (with Dr Dildo)
intro (always some kind of ending)
invaders from the past
invasion of the doom machine
isis, iswas, is it?
jealousy (instrumental)
jermiah
jermiah (mellow version)
jesus killer groove
jungle core trail
junk pal
junk pal (a new trip version)
junk pal (electrodemo)
junk pal naked trip mix
junkie drunk, junkie dead
just one fix*
just say cheeze
kali killer groove
kellerwerk (a demo)
kill the lights
kiss the carpet / valentine*
knocking on heaven's door*
knowhere
kristus (Perk)
last hit
last resort
leave me in sand
leaving home again
liebestot (d)
lifeline
lifelong of affection
light in shadows
live fast die young
living, high
lock on the box
logic (gabcore version)*
lonely city drag
losing myself
lost writhings (clouded moon III)
lot's casket
love hate lie
love is shit
love me somehow
lovers, sleepers, under the shade (from the Smite project)
lovesong for jade (with Dr Dildo)
lucretia my refelection*
lucy lights
lüstort
luxiferis
maelstrom
maelstrom d/a
maelstrom 2004
maelstrom B (long wah version)
man from yesterday (Braicq)
mannish blues
mantra walk
manyman
marsh march
massive overdose (aka bland)
may love
medicine
meet the maker
mercihood of kin
merciless frustration
merciless frustration (organic demo)
mess 112
mess 112 (hifi version)
message
metromolean
meylan (satyr love)
minimal overdose
modern cauldron
money for the bored
moon over the riverside
moondown
mountain spell
my lady bright
my last breath
my little kiss
my mind's eye (Perk)
my time come
my time come / no deal
n.w.o. (jbmh mix)*
natasja (nl)
natasja (song version)
necromourntic
neon dawn (Floodhound)
new charm
new reel (Radio Attic)
new year's day*
nice / not nice
nightflyer
nightmare child (hazy reel version)
nightmare child (young version)
nine while nine*
no deal
no deal?!
No Deal d/a booty mix
no dream version
no time to cry*
not the fall
now it is!
nucleus
on any regret
on my way
on storm and rain and sun
on will
one man down (Perk)
one serious song
opening the wormhole
our glass
out in the cold
overcast
pace (from The Maelstrom revisited)
path in the mist - circle the mist
patterns
patterns (original)
perfect light
phantom of the dire
phase in (aka up)
pink cloud grey (from The Maelstrom revisited)
piss off
platterspiel*
play 6
poised (aka heat)
poisons of a social life
polaroid
polaroid (synthidemo)
porc
prayers of omen
precious death
pretty some
principles of magnetism
progress
psychosis
punchbag
punk club groove (UFP project)
puppet play
push disaster
put your colours on
rabid sentiment
raincheck
rays
really that divine
reappear in dust
red desert
requiem for fear
requiem for fear (new version)
respect 2000
respiration
restricted area
retracer
retrieval / happy house*
ribbons*
ringer
rising one
ritual skin
river jaws
river of veins
roads of rain
roamer
roaring sun
robotoid assembly toolkit (with frithjof grimme)
rock and a hard place* (from The Maelstrom revisited)
route to upsea (aka it's always you and 22)
running: destiny calls
sad heart waiting
salvation song
saw chain decay
scarecrow*
scream
selfishcide
sell 'm all
sensory
serpent riddle queen
serpent riddle queen (louder version)
serpent riddle queen (new version)
serpent riddle queen (other version)
severance*
sex, drugs & violence (Braicq)
shadowcall
shapes of light
shapeshifter
she's going down
she got wings
shelv
shine
shipment of goods
shotgun scars (UFP project)
sidetracked
silly dime
silver angel
singe
sir patrick spens*
sister maryann (orig. tsom marian)*
sister my delight
sitting back / rampage nr. 9
skate
skinny D
Skinny D. d/a (aka skinny d f1 version)
skinny D (extent version)
skinny D (speed version)
skinny D (synthicon version)
skipping parties
sky 1
sky 2
skyburst
sleep without fear
slow
smite (from the Smite project)
smite the reign (from the Smite project)
so draw the line
so happy
soft
some kind of stranger*
some things
something nice (Perk)
song of sophia (aka sophia)
song of the dispossessed*
soul panorama (Dubious Noise Collaboration)
soul to flesh
sound come down
source of youth
speech and clarity
sphinxes trial
spill a need
spudbunk
stab back
stainless steel wheels
starelite
step back (soothing death mix)
stormfront 69 (New Line)
stormfront baby (skinny reprise) (New Line)
stormrider chaospunk version (UFP project)
stowaway (Perk)
stretched on your grave*
sub stretch
substantial dreaming: fight against sleep
subway
subway (coffeeshop mix)
subway (digital rework)
sun reigns at the beach (Acid Abe & The Idiots)
sunburn station
swamp
sweet dreams*
sweet salvation
switch
synaesthesia
synapse
take this love
TAMF c64 (thrown away my face on a commodore 64)
taste of poison (Perk)
teachers
teachers (alchemist version)
temple of love
temple of love (silly version)
that old record
the 2nd pit
the burial grounds of west virginia
the burning shine
the castle ruins / falls of love
the celestial thought in the age of the axe
the chain*
the commercial song
the cycle's end
the dance
the devil
the dog
the dream inside
the e / nl song
the ecstasy of power
the enlighted one
the final hit
the fuck forgot
the fuck forgot (stupendous version)
the fuck song
the human concept
the human species
the knife
the moment
the night chamber
the only place
the original concept
the park (Perk)
the road downstream
the row
the stroll (aka webs and tunnels)
the study
the summoning (from The Maelstrom revisited)
the teleview
the unlock
the vault (Radio Attic)
the veil entranced
then I fall
there's someone else
these dark hours
this I never meant (Floodhound)
this spiral down (Floodhound)
This Spiral Down 2000
three dread lights (Floodhound)
three dread lights (dance version)
through the window
through the window (mountain mix)
thrown away (premacchur tekhno mix)
thrown away my face ('nother version)
thrown away my face #8
thrown away my face (acoustic)
thrown away my face (again)
thrown away my face (boiling blood mix)
thrown away my face (concrete version)
thrown away my face (electrodemo)
thrown away my face (extended dance version)
thrown away my face (organic mix)
thrown away my face (original version) (Floodhound)
thrown away my face (retro version)
thrown away my face 12" version
thrown away my face reprise
thunder in my veins
tide (Floodhound)
tide (lost in time) (Floodhound)
time to pass
to all waiting comes an end
tommy sees ghosts
too late to wait (aka no waiting)
totes fleisch*
train*
train thought
tranquil and the dead
trap me! (a forest / on the wire / citadel)*
triptacabin
twilight zone*
under a darker spell
underwaternoise
underground
unkown (aka the messiah unkown)
until the light
van (UFP project)
veil of entrance
veilsafe
vision thing*
visions of fear
visit (nightmare version)
visitable
void
waking close(ly)
walk around the table
walk away (ribbon percussion)*
we're on radio
we meet again
when the last lights die
when you wake the world
where I stand
where the fuckers dwell
where the unfortunate dwell
where the unfortunate dwell (transuranian version)
where the unfortunate dwell (version black candle)
whirlsearch
why fear?
wild power
will fail & fall (demo)
winter winds
witch people mama (UFP project)
witching hour (VOKOV demo)
won (will not become)
worn (Radio Attic)
you really got me*
all songs marked with an * are covers (not originally written by T:S)
don't you worry is a stripped version of a Volt Stupor song, without all the complicated doo-ha's and decorations - it's structure is similar to the original version of the song.
song of sophia is NOT a dead can dance cover, but a T:S original.
drowning man too is NOT a cover, but a T:S original.
Dr D and Dr. Dildo are NOT the same person.
all multiple versions listed are truly completely different recordings, not just different mixdowns. if we were to include different mixdowns aswell, this list would be atleast twice as long.
the notes to the songs are incomplete. working on it...
this list is incomplete. not by many songs -
some tapes were found with no notes on labels. it's going to take time to figure out what's on them.
some recordings were omitted because they have no affiliation with T:S essence. PX did not feature on any lead parts in these recordings.
other recordings were simply not recorded at The Attic.
this means there are only a couple of static mixdowns available, which isn't a big deal, but this list was compiled by reading all the notes on all the multitrack media labels we have in our archive, not what we have lurking on mixdown tapes.
so ... stay tuned as it will be updated whenever there's new material available.
PS the extremely annoying background permanently damaging your eyes at the moment features our nifty trademark logo: a Tiwaz and Sowelu rune (although the Sowelu slightly angled to make it look nicely entangled with the Tiwaz). Tiwaz the brave in rational intimacy with the light of being, seems like a pretty strong symbol to me. Indeed it's quite to point in depicting the T:S essence. more info