There is no Hell for me to rot in.
CBreeze's guestbook entry was really rad. Actually, it didn't really say much, but it's tone was good. And it made me think.
I'm not going to apologize and ask for forgiveness, but I'm not going to say I didn't do anything wrong (even though somewhere inside of me I probably think that)
Like I said before, this is all complete bullshit.
I wouldn't have gotten so mad if Matt hadn't told me that Jessica said I "wasn't getting along." (Look! It's he said she said bullshit!) There was no way I was not getting along. I do blame "that little slut" (shouldn't use her name, she might IM me again and be a little baby!) (Wow, I'm totally not helping the situation) (Well it's not like I can)
Matt said she was there, too. I have no problem with them being friends (except she's talked shit about you, too, Jas!) (And don't pull the whole, "everyone talks shit" thing, because this is why it's started, and if you really didn't care, we'd all still be friends), it's just that, well, she talks shit! And she lied to me the other night when she said she had never said anything about me. Well, I spoke with a little bird (Gerald, remember him?), and he told me that's just not true; said that she said I'M the one who makes up lies about people. And I thought you were my best friend, "little slut". My point is that she's probably persuaded you, Jas, into thinking something different.
It's funny how you didn't even give me any say in anything. It's funny how you didn't even tell me you were mad at me. It's so completely funny that I'm the one who's "not getting along" even when I'm not the one who said anything bad about her. Bullshit.
Wow, I forgot what my point was.
Well, I've got to be truthful and say that I wish this didn't happen. But there's nothing I can do to change this. And I don't think I want to now.
I really wish we could all just be ignorant of the situation and not give a fuck about anyone else's thoughts except our's and only our's, and only the thoughts that concern us.
We'd be an awesome band.
But it'll never happen.
-Trip
P.S.
Sorry to differ in opinions, Jas, but even if you didn't consider me a friend, I sure as fuck considered you as one.