Welcome to an empty space, welcome to this empty space that’s filled with fallen grace that imperfectly dances with precise perfection upon the lines of shadowed beauty.
Welcome to a ruptured conscious that delves into a substance of nonexistence to help force this soul over the edge. Simply said eternity sickens me heaven disinspires me hell failed to rewire me so I sit here believing in now trying not to think of the everything of no time that sends my heart beating into hunger. Welcome to my only fear, a fear that is the fear of forever.
Welcome to lust that ends when I bust and turns to boredom then slowly grows once again to make me stalk for skin. Flesh that creamy solid semi amiable construction that deepens my voice and consecrates my lack of choice because I am obsessed like a starved beast I smell her scent so I cannot stop tell she’s on top or im tasting those folded petals of moist complexion. Welcome to this mental Erection.
Welcome to this lonely feeling that sends me slowly reeling backwards then to the side with lies and cries of a demoralized motivation that enables me to touch the skies yet I always think amongst the clouds and know amongst the dirt. Below grounds sounds come in by the millions of pounds. Deafening like thunder yet gentle like a sleeping baby unknowingly being smothered. Welcome to never able to commit again a fear of something lasting sends me packing retracking one hopes to never but sense history always repeats it self could we be so clever to avoid always?
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Shattered and battered bleeding but do you care and in your life do I really matter? What’s even sadder is I exist and before this night you never new such a trite thing. So unless I mark my point to sing with razors amongst papyrus paper older than the sands in which they come. Scream with flowers growing withered and frail to speak of my life like always it dies. And I said I never know amongst the clouds but I can write about the skies dream of the stars that pull me back to concept of forever tainting me with scars. Poor so I am always unsatisfied and swarming with greed rich in the fact my mental is abundant cursed because the mental mind that’s so abundant blurs my vision and train of thought as I always see and understand in a place in a land that seeing and understanding is like being shown the entrance to bliss and getting dragged away as you were only kissed by that sadistic angel that loves to let you dangle as she slowly strangles your very existence of sanity.
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