I've asked myself many times
'is something wrong with you?'
I guess I need some time to deal with my issues
something makes me carry through
sometimes I don't even understand what makes me move on
You always wonder how I make it through
ask me how I got through the day
my answer - it just must be God's way of making me pay
I'm sinking deeper into my life of decay
Every time I turn around my love gets rejected
makes me feel fucking dejected
just get out of my mind and leave me be
go on and kill me with the love you won't give to me
I will never ever learn
why does it always have to be me thats left out to fucking burn
through it all I was told ' nothings forver '
so why do they insist on denying this change in me?