my life could be so much greater than what it has become
I'm always haunted by my past failures
it over takes me to the point that I think I'm doomed to faulter
*I'm always haunted by a past....a past that brings me down
so I throw it all away again
I need to stop giving into the fear
and just start living for the moment
Why do I tourment myself so?
I let the demons defeat and control what I do
I need to just let go
Jesus, why can't I just tell her how I feel?
****Chourus****
I bottle it up inside again
it waits to destroy me within
i'm dying inside of my mind
wondering if theres something I lost in time......if its something I have to find
****Chourus****
I blew another chance to tell her how I feel once again............