I can't get out the stress drowns me
its like a knife cutting through my spine it stings inside
wish I'd die so I can no longer feel this pain
*Impulses running through my brain I've realized I've lost control
my brain is comming and going
so I never know if its the real me I'm showing
I don't even know what the real me is anymore
I'm taking these pills so I'm numb and can't feel pain again
the demons eat me alive again
they said I'm not okay that I've lost my mind
numb me again so I can't feel the pain inside
****CHOURUS****
Wish I'd drown and die
life is grand I have no one
the demons like it this way
its all because of the pain and tourment you put me through
****CHOURUS****