How could you let me in?

So perfect, So pure.
I fell so hard with infatuation
So innocent, so unsure.
I was so alive with your touch
I felt you inside (Breaking my heart)
Every single tear and kiss, all too much
I saw you outside (So far apart)
(Felt so abused)
You did not see all that is in me
(Fed up and misused)
All that I could be
So don’t pretend you felt what I felt
You’re nothing more since you decived
It’s more than you could have dealt
Was a treagedy to have belived
Now my souls a fuse
It’ll blow away your name
Nevermore my muse
You’re the one to blame