Objects of my Affection

Controlled by the confusion
Angered by my amazement
Inside it rains even when the sun shines
My heart hurts, my head aches
I long for your touch
How long will I go on this way?
Unsure what to do day to day
Should I proceed with caution or
Advance at my own pace
Suffocated by the silence
Alarmed by your attitude
Objects in the mirror are always closer in my mind