But I Love Him!
x.xMarch 31st, 2004x.x
1:56PM
Oh my, this keyboard is all french-tastic. I guess thats what you get for using the teachers computer. *smiles innocently* Theres like ten minutes left in lunch time and people are doodling on the board. I have my CD playing the song Jump Around by House of Pain. I dont really like it, but it reminds me of this one dance where I had like a whole bottle of pop and then I was jumping around. Oi. The guy I like was apparently looking at me in the cafeteria. But I somehow seem to think that he would be moreso looking at someone else. (Like he usually is.) Anyways Im off now. I need to go kill this song.
x.xMarch 29th, 2004x.x
5:08PM
Hello encore.
I found all these songs from No Slugs, the band with Skinny Boy as lead vocals (oh god Skinny Boy <3) and that unfuckingbelievable guy on drums. Too bad I'll never know their full names. haha. Anyways yes. You can download their shit here.
x.xMarch 29th, 2004x.x
2:34PM
I hate English. Erica copies. Im so cool. And so is Craig Nicholls.
x.xMarch 28th, 2004x.x
12:41PM
Hey! Oh man last night was so cool. I should have gone in the moshpit but I didn't. I had my dads cell phone and I didn't feel like losing it. Plus I'm a weakling. Haha. I'll go in next time. Elyssa said that they have them a lot, so yeah. The first band up was this band that I recognized from school, Micheala, Meghan and I snuck into the Perf (perfomance centre) to watch them practice. So then we'd be all, oh, its those guys from that band, and now we're all, Oh my GOD, I want to have your children! The lead singer/rythmer, looks so hot standing up there with his guitar and all the lights. We think his name is Josh, but we dubbed him Skinny Boy. Cause although hes taller than Micheala, hes skinnier than both of us. Its not right. So we're gonna find out his birthday and send him a trough full of greasy KFC and bigmacs. Hahaha.
I felt severely out of place though cause I was dressed rather preppishly. I'll make a point of dressing down next time. Darker colors. and forget styling your hair, its not gonna stay that way. haha. I came out smelling like weed. I didn't smoke any, more like, inhaled everyone elses. But yeah, good times. And Micheala somewhat introduced me to her friends, Tommy and Rachel. They both go to NKEC... thats cool. Anyways so yeah. It turns out that they had a sixth band playing, which was very cool. And one of the bands, had two vocalists and they were both screaming. Oh man. It was like Alexisonfire, except this guy could go like three octaves higher, me and Micheala just kind of stared for a second, like, WHOA! That came out of HIM!? haha it was great. And at the end this guy started talking to Micheala about snowboarding and we had no idea who he was, but then he introduced himself as.. uh.. Curt? or maybe Kyle? Well either way. He had like bleach blonde hair, seemed pretty loud and hardcore and cool. He recognized Micheala from snowboarding when she ate snow wearing that flourescent orange scarf. Haha. And then he went past and blew more snow in her face or something. Haha we had a hard time understanding most of what he was saying, but thats cool, cause we met someone. And her little stalker boy was there, but we didn't say anything to him. I looked at him a couple times. But I dont dig him. I dig his friend. Anyways. I'm done here.
x.xMarch 27th, 2004x.x
6:19PM
Im psyched! Micheala picks me up in like... half an hour. I still havent eaten supper yet but Im all dressed and ready to go to the gig. I dont know who I expect to see there, maybe I'll meet someone. I look like a fruit. Haha its great. My hair is in two pigtails, and then I like... did this weird thing... and I look like a pineapple. Haha it reminds me of hawaii. Its all spunky and fucktarded, I love it. And I tried to open this little perfumey sample and it like dripped on my pants, which reminds me of this Archie comic I read once about Archie spilling cologne on his pants on the way to some party in his car so he took them out and then they got run over and... okay I'll stop. I washed the shirt I got, and it totally shrank to my liking, which kicks ass. Plus I get to carry around a cell phone tonight, ooh, don't I look like a modern... hawaiian.... pineapple. Haha oh god this is gonna be great.
x.xMarch 27th, 2004x.x
1:54PM
Tonight at the Wolfville Legion, 7:00, five bands are playing for five bucks. I dont know about you, but it sounds pretty cool and I wanna go. Meghan and I watched that movie last night, the Princess Diaries. Certain parts were embarassing and. Ah! The guy from Rooney was in it! Oh god it was great. <3 He didn't look all that bad. Except the sideburns weren't too hot. But Robert Carmine! How fab.
x.xMarch 26th, 2004x.x
5:51PM
Hi. Sorry I didn't get to write in a while. This week was kind of... occupying. I guess. We had some tests and crap. But it all ended nicely with the music program's trip to Halifax today. We pulled out around nine, and went to see Symphony Nova Scotia around 10:30 (successfully being half an hour late) and I proceeded to fall asleep while Meghan apparently whispers that I look cute sleeping. Haha. Its the one time I'm not talking. The music wasn't bad though. Just... boring. Not my flavor. So we hit the mall around, pssh, one? Our bus got lost so we had to stop to ask for directions. I bought lots of shyte at the mall. This brownish shirt with "Island Oasis" on it (it looks beach-y and I love it), a thong (Meghan, Erica, Micheala and I went splits on a 5 for 25$ deal), a strawberry face mask (cause they ROCK, theyre Facefoods, buy them, they smell so great), the new CD from the Vines, "Winning Days" as well as their new single for Ride and Drown the Baptists (I started dancing and singing in the store when I found it) and 30 sticks of incense (I had to restock my supply). Anyways I think I'm done here. Meghans coming over tonight and we're gonna sit around and poke fun at Robert Carmine on the Princess Diaries.
x.xMarch 22nd, 2004x.x
4:11PM
Happy B-day Carey. Today I put up updates in the Sketches section of the site. I put up this picture of Craig Nicholls of The Vines in my agenda. Take a look at my artwork here.
x.xMarch 21st, 2004x.x
4:52PM
"Only one of my guitars is worth something. The others are all beaters. If I get famous, I'm gonna smash them onstage. like... craig nicholls. except with boobs."
I updated the links. I put up links to The Vines Official site, The Vines' Street Team, and Ericka's Website. <3
x.xMarch 20th, 2004x.x
11:38PM
hey. if you like the vines, then I think you'll like the fabulous 54 minute footage of a show the Vines put on for XFM radio. Check it out.
x.xMarch 20th, 2004x.x
1:46PM
Happy Ostara. And happy bday to Dave. Im so fucking bored that I wove all the palm tree leaves together upstairs this morning.
x.xMarch 19th, 2004x.x
4:46PM
I remove the ass wiping competition. No ones emailing anyways. I can just... buy the damn single when it comes out on Amazon. Hmph. *sniffles.*
Today I made a demo tape with the pathetic idea that maybe I could send it somewhere and play some real gigs. For money. I dont know where, but going around Wolfville to look at the possibilities seems like a good way to waste a Saturday once I've got enough money to, oh, I don't know, buy coffee or something. Haha.
x.xMarch 19th, 2004x.x
12:05PM
I think that this month, I have to have officially made the most number of posts on this page. I hardly ever actually update, its just like a ... a crappy little blog. for... stalkers. heh.
Im bored. And unhappy about my allergies to drier sheets. Today Im wearing my new plaid capris. They look so fab. I wanna scan them. Theyre so. so cool.
x.xMarch 18th, 2004x.x
8:10PM
I heard Carson Daily's voice on the phone today. (Think I spelled his name wrong.) It was only a recording though. I have to try again tomorrow. I fucked up the little requesty thingy today. Ah well. I'll know better. Today there was a Rooney chat on MSN Live but I totally missed it, cause I thought it was for 7ET and so I showed up at 7ET (which is 8 my time) and totally managed to fucking miss. God. I hate... numbers.
x.xMarch 17th, 2004x.x
5:17PM
Happy St. Pattys day. I made a flier for the Vines and put it up on their website. I'd love it if youd Vote for me. You'll have to sign up first. but if you love me, this shouldn't be a problem, and you can just tell them to fuck off after you vote for me. HERES THE FUN PART!!! After you sign up on the website and VOTE FOR ME, I want you to EMAIL ME and tell me what youve done. If I win, I will send EVERYONE who voted for me... a free roll... of toilet paper. So vote many times. You can even create multiple accounts if you'd like to heighten your ass-wiping experience.
x.xMarch 16th, 2004x.x Hi!! I went shopping today. I spent *so* much. Well kay not really. I spent like 90$. Which is a lot for me. My grandmother gave me my birthday money in advance.
x.xMarch 16th, 2004x.x Whoa. This is like the earliest update I've ever made after sleeping. Cause. There was always that one I did at like 12:30AM, hahaha. Last night me and Lindsay stayed up until like, midnightish talking. Which isn't really so late, at all, considering I stay up until Midnight practically every night, and the last time we all got together (of course her sister was tehre too) we were up until about 5:30 in the morning, talking. Hahah good times. Theres supposed to be some heavy snowfall warning today. So we're either gonna have to bring Lindsay back today (*gulp!*) or bring her back on Thursday. (Hurrah!) I totally hope she doesn't have to go early, cause then I do too, and well, theres not really a lot to do at home. Except sit around and wait to hang out with Mitch. (And pretend to be surprised when he cancels.) Anyways breakfast is gonna be ready soon. <3
x.xMarch 15th, 2004x.x Hii, I'm still in Bridgewater. We went to Darmouth today... I had to wake up early. Seven o'clock! *tear* But oh well. We're all good. We picked up my cousin Lindsay, and drove around... we saw the house where my dad grew up on O'Dell drive. Its for sale now. And I was looking at all the street signs, trying to find Waterview Terrace (I think thats the street name, I've said it over so many times in my head that I kinda forgot what it was called) and I think I found it once but maybe I didn't. I know a guy who lives on that street. But yeah. So we visited relatives... people I dont know or havent seen in a long time. Then we went out and rented a movie... The Mothman Prophecies. I think thats what its called. supposed to be scary, ooh. And we bummed two bags of chips and four chocolate bars off my grandmother. We tried to get some coolers. But she wouldn't bite.
x.xMarch 14th, 2004x.x Hey. Haha yeah, my last post was kinda early in the morning. I stayed up later than that, because I decided I'd try to fry up an egg, but I screwed it up and bit into a big piece of raw egg, so I spat it out while screaming Salmonella! inside my head and nuked it in the microwave. Did you know that eggs explode in microwaves? I fully do now. Today I scanned a picture of this little record I bought for fifty cents. Well today I actually did an update. Arent you proud. Haha. I finally got to scan this picture I drew of my phone last week. (Ive been trying to get the scanner to work all week at home, and then realized, it wasn't plugged in. But I didn't get to put it up on the net before we went to Bridgwater, so I just scanned it here.) Anyways. Its pretty cool and realisticky. Click the picture to see the whole thing!
x.xMarch 14th, 2004x.x I got bored and bored and bored so I scannned some little fishies. Theyre golfish crackers. theyre morbid ass harcore man. and I made a cute little avatar for my MSN too.
x.xMarch 13th, 2004x.x ...hi. oh god Im bored.
x.xMarch 13th, 2004x.x Hiii! Oh man. I had a kickass time last night. I played my first ever little gig thing at this romantic couples night that our youth group put on. I sang "Another Perfect Day" by American Hi Fi, and I was gonna do American Pie but we had to leave, so yeah. It was cool, cause I like wasn't nervous at all, I felt like I was supposed to sing, and not singing would be selfish when I'm supposed to share it. This woman came to me and told me that I was amazing and I was all. ^_^;; Hehe. I didn't really dig the whole, white-shirt-black-pants dresscode, so I had blue jeans and an untucked white blouse. I threw on a tie too, just for effect, cause I love ties. I changed at Charlottes and put my makeup on in the car (at 9:00 at night, I swear its a fucking talent). I'm in Bridgewater right now. I'll be here until Wednesday. My cousin Lindsay is coming over to visit on Monday, she flew down from Ontario to stick around and visit relatives in NS for the break. So yeah. I still don't know if she knows that I'm gonna be here when she comes to visit my grandparents, but hey its all cool. Anyways Im off now. I think Mom's gonna drag me off Frenchy's shoppping.
x.xMarch 11th, 2004x.x *sings* I'm not waiting alone...
Today was cool. I guess. Except, Erica told Mitch that I hate every sport under the sun. Which isn't entirely true. I wont deny that I hate a lot of sports. But I like badminton, hockey (<3), volleyball, swimming (does that count?), archery (I would fucking PAY to take archery courses at school, oh man I LOVE archery to freaking death), and lacrosse isn't bad, haha, man, good times with lacrosse <3. It really depends on the people you play with. Cause I'll hate any sport with a gym teacher breathing male chauvinistic fury down my neck or stupid arrogant guys who think their talent at sports solely defines their existence. Anyway, I don't really care about this, either that or I do care, and I'm trying to make it sound like I dont. Hahaha. Oh dear.
Joey: Do you mind if I take the amp?
Crissi: Yes. I do mind.
Joey: *mumbles and walks away*
x.xMarch 10th, 2004x.x Hey. I'm home sick, which explains the totally early update. I feel like I have a banana shoved into my head and Im stuffed up. Rar. And today is the nicest day all week, its 10 degrees outside. Whoo whoo. I'm downloading songs from the Vines that I haven't heard before, because this month, my obsession is the Vines.
x.xMarch 7th, 2004x.x I updated Sketches but its nothing major. I just fixed the thumbnails so that the images work as links now. Well I'm bored today. I haven't eaten anything yet and I dont plan on it. God I hate winter.
x.xMarch 6th, 2004x.x AAAHH I love Craig Nicholls! The Vines is coming out with a new CD on March 23rd called "Winning Days." They have a new video out for "Ride," one of the songs on the album, and theres tab for it up at Mxtabs.net (I checked on UG, but they dont have any. Stupid UG).
I learned how to link images. Whoa shit, I'm cool. Haha. Today I think I'm gonna go to a hockey game with Meghan, but shes gotta call me! Oi. So I left a message on her machine with the cell number. Meghan... call meeeee.
x.xMarch 5th, 2004x.x Hai. Im in third period science, we just finished doing our little mini-schedule thing and its like thirty minutes until lunchtime. Recess was embarassing. Reid came up to John and yelled "youre not punk!" and I was just like. o_O;; I dont know. I think Reid's usually nice but I dont know him, and it might have just been Alex telling him what to say. I dont hate Alex. Id much rather be friends with him. But its likely that he hates me. So blah. I have a test in English next period after lunch so I was working on this little teest on the internet. Hahaha. And Branden is spinning in his chair and laughing with a bottle of pop. Haha. I went to Law 12 in the seventh little segment of the mini schedule today. It was cool. Except this Chris girl totally blew our coverand Mrs Dugas was all nailing out at us for not being in grade eleven, or ten. Blaah. Well I really do want to take Law, because I think it would be interesting to be a Lawyer. Well anyways. Im gonna run off now and. I dont know. Make something up. haha. chao. <3
x.xMarch 4th, 2004x.x Hi. That little skit thingy we had to do in French class worked out. Stupid and quick but hey. Its cool. Tuesday nights youth group was amusing. I guess. They did this strange game where you put a banana in your armpit, hop across the room and back on one foot, and then you put it between your knees and hop across the room and back. It was like a relay, and at the end someone had to eat the banana. Well. It exploded before I had to do the leg thing, so Tommy started eating it off the floor, and I took it as an excuse to run to the bathroom as if I was gonna throw up. Erica and I just spent the time fixing our makeup though, ahahaha. Today I'm adding another flashing Rooney thingy cause I found it, and I like it. I had a Science Test today and I have an English test tomorrow. The teachers always load it on before March break, I think. Anyways. Chao. <3
x.xMarch 2nd, 2004x.x Kay, the new computers in the lab in the blue wing kick ass. Which is what Im on now. <3 I didn't wanna go to school today. We're supposed to do a skit in French class, and we havent really practiced it. Blah. And in English we're doing a presentation on these little sites that we had to critique. Its not bad. All I have to do is read off a thingy on the aesthetics of five sites, and Im all done. Whoo.
x.xMarch 1st, 2004x.x Man this keyboard blows ass. Welcome to March. Soon enough I can finally wear skirts to school. Its lunchtime here in the lab and these nerd freaks are running around like fucknuts. Not cool. Well anyways Im done here. Im gonna move the Feb month off to March. Theyll be up in the Archives. <3
I had to come back today because this ass spanking storm didnt do jack. So I'm back home. Which isn't so bad. Except. NOBODY CALLED ME. *cries* haha kidding. But yeah. No one called. Not even, "Oh yeah, I forgot, she's in Bridgewater," no one fucking called. Oh well. Maybe I can get Melissa over tonight for a guitar lesson or something. I'd go on MSN to ask her but for some reason, it really doesnt work today. If anyone feels a severe need to contact me, cause Im just so severely fabulous that no one can live without my words (Evan! haha kidding.), you can hit me up at ImAWattermellon on AIM.
6:07PM
The coolest thing happened today. We had softboiled eggs for breakfast and they were kinda too runny, so we had to nuke them in the microwave. So Lindsay stuck her spoon in the egg and it fucking exploded everywhere. You should have seen the look on her face. It was atleast three minutes before we could stop laughing.
They had 10,000 dominoes set up in the Bridgewater mall today. They set them off at 2:00PM and we were there. They had all these combinations and theyd turn these lights on, or make little trains run around, or topple these huge ass seven feet tall towers, or pop balloons... it was totally intricate. Lindsay and I wanted to steal some of the pieces. Haha.
Kay. My winnings for the day.
*An iron on for my guitar case from Claires that says "I hate everything" on it.
*A blue (extremely light material, I can see my own bra just looking down) tee from Thriftys with Snoopy on it.
*A tan mesh belt from Eclipse.
*A huge ass purple and pink flower shaped pillow from San Francisco.
*Plaid capri pants! Oh god they kick ass.
*A copy of SPIN Magazine with THE VINES on the front cover! Oh god. Craig Nicholls. *drools*
*A peach face mask. I will never get over the novelty of face masks.
*Moneen's CD, "Are We Really Happy With Who We Are Right Now?"
*About 23 pieces of incense from bridgewater's very own store of the occult.
*A packet of Juicy Fruit, to kill the last 39 cents in my pocket.
Thats all for now. I <3 mitch.
10:06AM
Today we're going shopping. Which is great, cause the fifty five dollars is burning a hole in my pocket. I think I'm gonna try to buy a shirt from thriftys (there was this purple one that I was eyeing last time I went there) and one of those kickass seat belt belt thingies. I dont know. Plus theres this awesome Universal Pathways store, its like, a Pagan supplies store (aaaah! how AWESOME is that, they dont have any in New Mindless).
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Isn't it fab. Haha. I'm using it as decor for my bedroom.
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1:13PM
Mitch wasn't at the party, so I was kinda bummed about that. So I called him from the line in Max's room (Max, if youre reading this. please dont kill me. my interest in your room was purely professional... hahaha...) and talked until like eleven. There were the highlights of the evening. My stunning table dancing act (it was so, "Ten Things I Hate About You") and Charlotte's dad walking in on Char and Erica dyking it up. And the perfectly executed action of my undoing my pants in a lull of conversation. Haha it was great. Except Graham was like the only person that noticed, haha, it was deadly amusing anyway.
4:18PM
Well, today might have very well been the last day of school before March Break. We're getting freezing rain, so they might cancel school tomorrow. I'm playing a guitar gig at this coffehouseishthing and I still don't know exactly what I'm playing. Oh well. I'm pretty nervous about it, but its not that big a deal, I play guitar and sing infront of people all the time. This shouldn't be a big deal at all. I'm more psyched about Charlotte's party, and I hafta get parental permission to haul ass out of there after I'm done my playingness. Cause I wanna see people (mainly Mitch) before I run off to Bridgewater for the weekend. Theres a chance I'll stick around until Wednesday if my cousin can come over for a bit. She's staying with some relatives elsewhere in NS for the break.
10:43PM
I have this sketch I'm trying to scan but nothing seems to work for me on this damn fucking computer. Its all gone to hell. We lost the mic (or Dave's hiding it), the webcam doesn't work, the scanner doesn't work, and everytime I get on the computer someone keeps cranking the main volume up all the way, and it deafens me. I hate having to adjust the same shit every morning. But I'm not a technical genius so it'll likely stay this way. -_-;; roar. Well I'm gonna run off now. tah.
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Then they did testimonies, and some of the things that Katrina said I could really relate to with some of my home life. So at the end. I dont know. Micheala left for a second, and Erica was crying on Katrina and I felt kinda deserted so I went and sat closer to Erica and Katrina and pssh, I cried too, cause I suck. And I felt pretty embarassed about it, too. But everyone was so comforting and nice. Which made me, I think, cry even more.
Then Justin prayed that Jesus would manifest in my life or my heart or something, and I think I remember this flash of defiance and offense but then I realized, he just wants me to be happy like everyone else deserves to be. So I didn't take it as an insult. And I'm not going to take it as a reason to convert either, just a nice thought. Ericas offended though cause Justin said something about everyone except her. Maybe its one of those reverse psychology things or something. I dont know. Anyways. 
11:40PM
Youth Group tonight, and Micheala is swooning on the countertop about someones hot brother. With nice hair. Yes. Well. Im done here.
2:02PM