On Life:  My thoughts are that life is what you make it... I know it sounds cliché but its so true to me.  I feel like each person is special and beautiful just by being themselves... You can't compare yourself to anyone but you, THERE IS ONLY ONE YOU!!!  You are an individual, love yourself, be true to yourself, and don't change for anyone.  Because you are you and there is no one else like you - that makes you beautiful!

On Family:  No matter what always be there for them and love them... They will hurt you over and over again and you will do the same to them, but they are the only family you have.

On Religion:   Some people are going to hate me after this  OH WELL!!! - My belief is that Religion is for weak people who can't make decisions on their own and who can't accept responsibility for their own actions... I have heard time and time again from "Religious" people... I did it because GOD wanted me to... or I don't like this group of people because GOD doesn't believe in that... BULL SHIT!!!  Stop using GOD and Religion as your SCAPEGOAT for your beliefs... Don't hide your Bigotry, Ignorance, Hate, and Racism behind GOD and your Religion - Don't do good deeds and be there for people because that is what you think GOD wants you to do... That doesn't make you a good person... Do good deeds because that is who you REALLY are, be good to people and treat them with respect because that is what they deserve until they prove to you otherwise.  If GOD is my creator and all of our creators then you just remember that GOD created me too.. and he created me a LESBIAN and that must of been how he wanted it- so take your closed mind and your ignorance and DARE TO BE YOURSELF and THINK FOR YOURSELF and ACCEPT RESPONSIBILITY FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE... or are you too scared??? Just remember that church and religion are MAN made, keep in mind that you assume you are following god.

On Love:  Work, Sacrifice, and TYLENOL LOTS OF IT!!!  Ok just kidding!  I have learned to not make promises that you can't keep like saying stuff "I will never hurt you"... That is not possible, you are human and we all make mistakes and you will hurt the ones you love, not on purpose but it will happen sometime.  If you love someone 100% you won't always get 100% back, but if you love only 80% that makes it impossible to ever get 100%... Don't try to change someone into your "ideal" of what you "think" they should be... Love whoever you are with, their strengths and weaknesses...and Remember you are not perfect either! The freedom and gift of love that you receive when you can finally let all your walls down to allow someone to know your truth is amazing. If at the end of the day it's not all about the love in your heart... then why bother?

Latest On Me:  I went down to Disneyland and Universal Studios for a few days with my Mom and My best friend.  I had a blast, a much needed break from the usual life here!  School starts on the 26th again and I am counting down the days (sounds dumb, but I love school!!!)  I have reacquainted with a lot of old friends lately that I have not seen in years and it feels good... Neighbours Thursday Nights People, come on we are running late - LOL (WH, LC, AS, DL)  I love you all!!!  Oh I just got done reading the BEST book... STONE BUTCH BLUES.... I am the last lesbian on the planet to read it I know, but if you haven't read it yet GO GET IT, its one of those you can't put down!

My Thoughts:  I am REALLY learning that things don't always work out the way you expect them too.  And along the way you are going to encounter some stiff muscles, broken hearts, headaches, and much more!!!  But everything happens for a reason - and you've got to believe that.  If a door opens, then walk through it before it shuts and you don't ever get the chance again.  If it's not feeling right then move on, you don't HAVE to do anything.  PATIENCE is not something you can buy (unfortunately) but LEARN it!  You'll need it!

Friends:  To any of you bums who are at your HARD jobs and are being paid to surf the net and end up here!... All of you THANK YOU for everything.  I have known most of you for at least what, 15years!!!  Its been a fun ride and it's only going to get better.  You have stood in my corner when the rest of the world turned and walked away and I don't know where or who'd I'd be without you gals!  You keep my life interesting to say the least! - One more thing... PLEASE LET ME SLEEP!!! :) Love you all!!!

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