Thinking Twice

January 17,2000

I had a dream, and it seems to be
It seem that every minutes, I'm giving up on her trust
I would be glad to hear from her if she still has lust
But, then if I don't, I have no shame
I don't know if I can say I feel the same
When my love for her was strong
But, I wouldn't say it's all gone
Right now I wouldn't care much if she let me go
But, I just want to know if she's playing any game
I can be the controller, and try to control what is left
But, then I know she wouldn't care, 
And even listen, cause I'm not her best
I would rather be happy then live a sappy life
And I don't care about that line, when I said
"Maybe one day you'll be my wife"
I would rather see her happy, and get on with her life
But, then I know you'll doing that every night
I do wish I can picture what your doing, and see you sight
I do hope your thinking about your future, and if it'll be bright 
Before I would do anything to make you happy
Now before I do anything, I'll think twice 
And won't just jump and roll the dice.