And just let blood to drip
To spill across the floors
My arms and on the walls
I want my heart to stop
My brains to fall and soul to drop
The night is dark
So are my thoughts
I do not breathe
My body hurts
I lie alone, by evil trees
They cut my skin, but I'm at ease
My eyes are weak
But I won't cry
I'll win this war
I will not die…
…Won't die, tonight, wont make you happy…
(f*ck you)
I want my body to be relaxed
Weightless, clean
To feel the breeze
The air that passes through inside
That makes me feel so good and high
But then i think about these thoughts
And once again im lost in war
I want to leave this freaking place
And see new world, ~find my space
I want to be left alone for good
And if I'm not I'll run (in)to woods
I'll find my peace by old sad tree
I'll be alone and will be free
My eyes are weak,
Too tired to cry
You tell me just give up...(and die)
But i will fight this war i will NOT die...
