When i first found out that I was pregnant (both times) , I was filled with many emotions. Most of them though was saying "why me dammit! why? its just not fair!" What I realized was that life isnt fair and I have to live with it.
So do you. My parents told me something that was very true, and im sure youve heard it too. " You were old and responsible enough to have sex, you're responsible enough to have a baby then,...."
OR NOT!. . . .
When life kicks your butt, take it girl.  Your female, and with that comes the obligation to create life, you probubly were gonna have a baby anyways,...... right? Well, dont stress over it, its not like you can tell your boyfriend to take his "soldiers" back now.
 
  Being pregnant isnt fun, true. It is also not so bad. You get a whole lot of attention from everyone. You also can get away with virtually anything. You can be crabby, yell at someone for no reason, pick fights, forget to use your turn signal, and blame this all on being "prego". When you go out to eat you get to say " table for 2 and a half please." and have the host look at you all funny. Eat whatever you want cuz your pregnant. Your not fat, just pregnant. Your face can break out and you can say....." Its cuz I am pregnant, go away."
    There is also the baby shower, the foot rubs, and the pampering.
Why Me??
Shit happens, and it will. Your responsible for a life now. Soon you will understand your parents in a whole new light. Also, you will find the true meaning of love. You may think you know what love is now, but once you have a child you will truley know love to its fullest, and feel it for your child always.

No matter how you feel now, your emotions are on a rollercoaster. You may have everything planned out now, but two days from now you could laugh and wonder what you were thinking. You are creating a life inside of you...try to feel good about it. Your life is not ruined and you will still be able to do all the things you want to. welcome to motherhood, enjoy it because not everyone can.