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Heart. Broken. Thump thump splat thump splat silence. I can't get my mind off the end the pills the pain the eternal peace the after whatever happens after this moment I don't know what that is but I wish I wish I wish I knew something so I could put some sort of conclusion to the idea the exclamation point the absolution that will never come. all her clingy i-love-you glory with a pinch of depressed arm flailing is gutting me out. eviscerated. not a shell of what I used to be, but a mound of useless flesh and organ tissue. weatherworn cheeks left blistered by wind and tears. hot air. to the market we go, to and fro, in the house and back again, to and fro, lather, rinse, repeat. inhale, exhale, repeat. open bottle, take pill, repeat. accelerate, brake, repeat. honk horn if so inclined. gas up, road trip, repeat. crash and burn. (repeat?) minutes fly by forward and backward, losing your mind either way you go. childlike innocence is to senility as flammable is to inflammable. these are the final minutes of our lives. breathe, exhale, repeat. tick tick tick, another minute down the drain, more of your life down the drain. kiss your ass goodbye, it's fading from existance with every second that flies by. unless you have my luck and the clock seems to go backwards just as often as forward. but you're losing your mind either way you go.
you really need to learn to use your time more wisely. |
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