Soul Grew Stronger By Lil Rocker Wolf
	Disclaimer: Raven, Jeff Hardy, and Kevin Nash do not belong to me. :: sniffle:: : (. While thinking about my muses, I wondered what would have happened if I used my two favorites ( shh, don't tell) together in a slash fic. Voila. A Kevin Nash/Jeff Hardy. -_-'. P.S. This is the sequel to Addiction. If ya want, read that first. ' Presently, my soul grew stronger'- Edgar Allan Poe- The Raven Soul Grew Stronger It's been months. Don't ask me how many- I lost count. I don't think that psycho even has a power over me any more. It's more of a routine now. Every night on the road, I go to him. I go and he tortures me, due to what I think is an unhealthy obsession to S&M. Yes, it's pleasure, too. Pleasure and pain. When I think about it hard, I find it almost funny how much the situation is close to life. You try to live right, but there's always some force pulling you from it. In my case, that force is Raven. You don't even have to say it- I know he's beautiful in that dark, completely seductive way. Yeah, you've probably fantasized about him over and over, and would kill to be in my place. Or I could be wrong... Anyway for me, he's no fantasy. Instead, my reality. My sick, twisted reality that I hate. The good thing is, I'm beginning to escape. Like I said, the power he once had over me doesn't really exist any more. So I figure eventually, I won't find myself in his hotel room night after night, that spell will be broken. Did I mention I have help? It started a few weeks ago. Before I went to bed, I prayed for a way to get away from him- A sign, anything. When I did go to bed, I found the answer in a dream, even though at first it didn't truly make sense. I was walking through a forest. It was dark, and I wanted some kind of security. For a while more, I walked, until a wolf came on to the path, and blocked my way. It sat there, staring at me. All it did was gaze at me, and a few seconds later, I woke up. When the dream ended, I sat up in bed, and tried to piece it all together. I guess the dark, uneasy night was supposed to be Raven. And the wolf? Wolf... Wolf... Wolpac! Kevin Nash? No, that made no sense. That was a vicious man. Images of what the nWo had done to the Rock and Austin flashed through my mind, and I shuddered. He couldn't have been the solution, right? Wrong. Like the force that had drawn me to Raven, something drew me to Nash's room. I thought he'd kill me for bothering him at two a.m., but he welcomed me in to his room, and offered me a drink. It's kind of a blur from there. We talked for a while. He asked me why I was with Raven. Stunned, I asked him how he knew. He told me he could sense it when Raven and I were in a room together... He'd asked the question like he knew my feelings for him. Then he said I was too good for Raven. And that was when I found that rough exterior is just an act. That wild and vicious wolf on the outside, and a kind soul on the inside. The next part was the weirdest- He kissed me. And the thing was- I was kissing him back. It went on from there. Kevin is good to me. I know what you're thinking- That you'd never expected we'd be together. But wanna know something? I don't care. What we have is special. Unexpected yeah, but something nonetheless. He makes me stronger. I know he's behind me, and he has the strength to help me. I think some of that strength goes to me. He said he'll help me get away from Raven. No- He promised. Because I don't deserve to be treated like that. Because no one does. And I trust him. Author's note: I think I kind of lost steam at the end. What did you think?