We Belong By Amanda
	Title: We Belong Author: Amanda Rating: NC-17 Content: M/m, sex, incest Characters: Matt and Jeff Hardy (mentions of Shannon Moore) Spoilers: None Summary: Jeff tells Matt a ten year old secret. How will his big brother react? Will this secret drive the two farther apart… or closer together? Disclaimer: Sadly I don’t own Matt or Jeff. They own themselves. I do own this story though. Please do not take this without my permission. I do not imply anything about the sexuality of anybody. I’m sorry if incest or slash offends anybody but you’ve been warned. “Jeff, I’m home!” Called Matt as he came inside the home that he and his brother shared. “I’m in here!” Jeff replied from his spot on the couch in the living room. Matt lay his keys on the kitchen counter and threw his jacket on a chair heading into the living room to see his younger brother. “Hey Matty, have fun?” Jeff asked knowing very well that his brother never had fun when he had to visit their father. The older Hardy shoved Jeff’s feet off the couch and out of his way, plopping down in their place. Jeff put them back up in his lap and turned over on his back to look at the dark haired man. “Do I ever have fun at Dads? Sides… he wants to know why you don’t ever visit anymore.” Matt grinned as Jeff smacked himself in the forehead. “Because! Every time I go over there he analyzes me!” He whined. Matt chuckled, not feeling like arguing with his sibling because he’d most likely lose. He turned his brown eyes to the tv only to look back at Jeff upon realizing what he was watching. “Jeff… umm… can I ask you a question?” Matt cocked his head to the side. Jeff nodded and subconsciously chewed on a painted black fingernail. “Whyyy are you watching a gay porno?” Matt’s words came out slowly, wanting to tease his brother, but also wanting to understand him. Jeff smiled and sat up wrapping his arms around his knees and eyeing his brother, thankful for the dark room seeing as how it hid the redness of his cheeks. “Because,” Jeff mumbled. Was Jeff gay? That was one thing Matt never expected from such a chick magnet like his little brother. “Jeff, are you gay?” Matt asked. Jeff was rather surprised at Matt’s forwardness. He wasn’t expecting something like that from him. Should I tell him the truth? Jeff asked himself. Can I tell my big brother that I am gay? What will he think of me? What will he think when I tell him my other, even bigger secret? He’ll never speak to me again! I cant tell him that I have feelings for him! Those were just some of the thought running through the cluttered head of the young Hardy Boy. He reached over grabbing the remote control and pausing the video. “Matty, there’s a few things I guess I should tell you, but you have to promise me that you won’t hate me.” Matt eyed Jeff but agreed. “Just tell me Jeff. You’re my brother and I couldn’t hate you. What could be so bad?” Matt leaned back on the sofa making himself comfortable. “Okay,” Jeff took a deep breath, “here goes nothing then. Matt I am gay, and I’ve known since I was about 15.” The multicolored one avoided Matt’s eyes. “And I am supposed to hate you for that?” Asked the older man. Jeff shook his head. “No, I didn’t think you’d be upset over that. There’s one more thing I’ve been keeping from you since I was 15 years old. The only other person that knows is Shannon.” Jeff began but Matt interrupted. “If you’re trying to tell me that you and Shannon have been sleeping together, I could’ve guessed that!” Matt laughed thinking he had everything figured out. Jeff looked up at Matt with wide eyed. “No, I’m not sleeping with Shannon.” “Oh, sorry. Go ahead then.” Matt blushed. Jeff nodded and focused his eyes on the floor and occupied his hands by picking at his fingernails while he spoke. He was scared, nervous, anxious, and ready to hear Matt’s opinions. He had to do this. “Matt, I’m sorry if you hate me for this, but it’s the way I feel. I can’t help it if I’ve found you irresistible since I was fifteen years old. I’ve hidden this as long as I possibly could. All I’ve wanted since I was a teenager was to kiss my big brother. There, I’ve said everything. I’ve told you my huge secret. Go ahead, hate me.” Jeff spoke quickly not changing his tone or expression. What the hell did I just hear? My baby brother has a crush on me? What am I supposed to say to that? I don’t hate him even though I probably should. I still love him… as my brother. Matt had all of those things running through his head. He had to speak. The long silence that arose as the dark haired Hardy thought made Jeff nervous. He looked up at Matt with teary eyes causing his brother’s heart to melt. “Wow,” Matt cleared his throat, “I don’t know what to say.” Again there was a long silence. “Do you hate me Matty?” Jeff asked wiping a stray tear from his cheek. Matt shook his head. “Never. I could never hate you. I just don’t understand, why me Jeffy?” “Because Matt,” Jeff smiled, “you are amazing. You are beautiful, you are smart, you are funny. You’re everything anybody could ever want. I just wanted it to be me that had you someday. Crazy huh?” Jeff faked a small laugh. Again the older Hardy shook his head. “No, it’s not crazy Jeff. It’s sweet. I never really gave much thought to being with a guy… let alone a family member.” “I’m sorry Matt. I’ll never mention this again if you don’t want me to.” Jeff got off the couch and headed toward the stairs. He just wanted to disappear. He didn’t want to face his brother ever again. Matt remained on the couch, thinking. ‘What am I gonna do? My baby brother has been having fantasies about me since he was 15! How can I ignore that!?! Sure he’s a great guy, and he’s sweet and caring and good look—what am I saying?!? He is my brother! This is so wrong. There’s no way I can give him what he wants! No possible way.’ Matt mused as he sat on the sofa well into the night. Hours went by until the clock struck midnight. “I gotta get some sleep. Maybe this will all be better in the morning.” Said the Hardy Boy getting up and making his way up the stairs. He headed down the hallway and stopped in front of his bedroom door. ‘Can I really go in there and go to sleep knowing that little Jeffy is heartbroken?’ He asked himself leaning his forehead against the door. “No, no I cant.” He concluded. He turned and walked back a few steps through the dark hallway and stopped by his brothers bedroom door. He turned the knob and quietly pushed the door open. He peered through the doorway into the dark room. Jeff’s parted curtains allowed a limited amount of light from the moon to illuminate the furniture and cast eerie shadows about the room. Matt’s eyes fell upon the bed and saw the outline of a body laying there under the covers. Matt entered and closed the door without making a sound. He crept toward the bed and the soundly sleeping man. Matt knew in his heart he needed Jeff on a level higher than that of just a younger brother. He wanted him on a romantic level. He didn’t care how this was viewed by the social republic. He wanted Jeff and himself to be happy… together. Jeff looked so innocent when he slept, he always did. He lay on his stomach, his head buried in the pillows. Matt climbed onto the bed placing a hand on Jeff’s back letting his presence be known. Jeff raised his head and turned to look around. “What—Matt what are you doing?” He whispered. Matt motioned for Jeff to scoot over as he lay down in bed beside him, pulling the covers up. Matt’s hand moved up to Jeff’s face brushing his multicolored hair from his eyes. Without another word the older Hardy pressed his lips against Jeff’s. Jeff was confused, but in heaven. He was scared to touch Matt, afraid he’d do something wrong. Matt sensed the tension and without breaking the kiss took Jeff’s hand in his and placed it on his hip. Jeff leaned in deepening the kiss that he’d waited almost 10 years for parting his lips to allow Matt’s anxious tongue entry. Their embrace felt as though it lasted for hours when in fact it was only seconds. Their lips parted, but their hearts did not. Matt leaned his forehead against Jeff’s and brushed his thumb over his brothers full bottom lip. “What changed your mind?” Jeff asked tucking some of his older siblings black hair behind his ear. “I just realized what I’d been missing all my life, you Jeff.” He replied planting a quick kiss on Jeff’s lips. Jeff smiled and tangled his fingers in the raven hair that he loved so much. “Can we go farther?” He asked pulling his brother on top of him. Matt brought his lips back to Jeff’s answering his question with a pleasing response. Jeff arched his neck allowing Matt to plant kisses down his neck stopping to nibble on the soft flesh. Jeff moaned as he felt his brothers teeth grazing against his skin. “Jesus Matt!” He cried out as those gentle teeth quickly turned viscous and sank into his neck. Matt grinned, feeling the bulge forming in Jeff’s pants against his own. Matt lapped up the blood from the wound and drug his lips down to his brothers bare chest. Jeff dug his painted nails into Matt’s back as he felt a hot mouth close over his left nipple. “Fuck Matt!” He whispered wrapping his legs around the older Hardy’s waist rubbing their groins together. Matt moaned against his baby brothers chest just before being shoved off and pinned to the bed beneath Jeff’s needy body. Jeff brought his face down so that they were nose to nose. “I’ve waited ten long years for this night Matt. There is no way in hell I am gonna be the bitch tonight.” He drawled kissing Matt roughly. Matt grinned as he watched the Hardy straddle his waist. “Dazzle me Jeffy.” Jeff grinned and leaned down to literally rip Matt’s shirt off tossing it to the floor. Just seeing his brother going wild on his body was enough to turn Matt on to the point of no return. Jeff ran his tongue over Matt’s left nipple before taking the hard bud between his teeth and sucking gently. “Mmm Jeff.” Came the throaty voice of Matt. Jeff grinned before moving over to the right side and giving equal attention to Matt’s other nipple. This time when he took the bud between his teeth instead of sucking gently, Jeff turned up the heat and sucked a bit harder. Matt cried out Jeff’s name gripping the sheets beneath his writhing body. The younger man grinned and laid kisses down Matt’s stomach, stopping to pay special attention to his belly button. Matt growing desperate rubbed his groin against Jeff pleading to be allowed release. Jeff moved down between his brothers legs, unzipped, and unbuttoned his jeans. Jeff quickly had them removed and on the floor beside the bed. Jeff smiled at the sight before him, Matt in nothing but a little black thong with a huge hard on. “Damn Matty, you’ve been waiting for me.” Jeff grinned and bit at the bulge through the thin material. Matt swallowed hard, trying to control himself. Jeff chuckled at his brother’s need for release. He hooked his thumbs in the waistband of the thong and in one quick movement tossed them behind him. His own cock pressed painfully against their restraint upon seeing Matt’s immense erection. Jeff grinned and ran his tongue down the entire length before closing his lips over the head, biting gently. Matt had to try with all his might to keep from shooting down his brothers throat right then. Jeff pumped the older Hardys erection in and out of his mouth sucking hard and taking it to the back of his throat each time. “Damn it Jeff, I’m gonna cum!” Shouted the sweaty man beneath Jeff. “No, not yet. Get up on your knees.” Demanded Jeff standing up and pulling his own pants and underwear down. His cock was harder than he’d thought at first. This was going to be fun. Matt did as he was told and got to his knees as the younger man reached into the darkness bringing back a bottle of baby lotion. He popped the lid and poured a liberal amount into his palm. He gasped as the cool substance made contact with his cock. He almost jerked himself off spreading the slippery lotion on. He poured even more onto his fingers to lube Matt up with. “Ohh God.” Matt whispered through clenched teeth feeling his brothers fingers invading his body one by one, stretching him out. “This is gonna hurt, but only for a minute. You tell me if I should stop.” Jeff said with a kiss to the back of his big brother’s shoulder. Matt nodded. Jeff pressed his erection against his brothers tight entrance. Matt clenched his eyes shut as the pain set in. Jeff pressed the head inside and gradually entered his brother until we could go no farther. Matt was overwhelmed with the feeling of both pain and pleasure. Jeff allowed them both a moment to adjust to the feeling before he began to slowly move in and out of Matt’s tightness. Jeff steadied himself by resting his hands on his brothers hips. As moments passed Jeff increased the pace, pistoning in and out harder and faster, each time hitting Matt’s prostate sending bolts of electricity through his body. “JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!” Matt screamed each time he felt Jeff slam into his sensitive spot. Both men were growing close to their climax, but Jeff wanted to rush things along. He reached his arms around his brothers waist and started to jack Matt off. Jeff, now drenched in sweat, leaned in and placed a quick but assuring kiss on his brothers neck. It only took one more thrust to finish Jeff off. He came violently inside of Matt. The young highflyer bit into Matt’s shoulder until he was spent. Jeff’s climax soon sent Matt into his own, cumming on his stomach and Jeff’s hands and the bed. Both men remained in that position, breathing heavily, recovering from their orgasms. “Damn.” Jeff commented pulling out and collapsing on the bed. Matt took his brothers hand and licked the stickiness from his fingers before plopping down beside him. Jeff leaned over and licked the remains of his older siblings cum from his stomach before resting his head on his shoulder. “Was it worth waiting ten years?” Asked the older man. Jeff looked up into his brothers amazing chocolate eyes. “It was worth waiting a lifetime Matty, we belong together. I love you.” The green eyed Hardy Boy smiled, finally content and pressed his lips against Matt’s in a sweet kiss. “I love you too Jeffy.” The End