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“The worst pain in the world is knowing that
he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him.
But, life goes on once you realize your own strength inside of you:
the strength to realize that you don’t love the person anymore
or that you don’t want to keep them in your life.
It doesn’t mean you’re weak.
It means that you’ve the strength to let go
and leave your life to the fullest
because you’ve learned that life is really good.
You are strong and you can only be as happy as you choose.”


EHDZ's Details:

NAME: Edlord dela Cruz Cabototan
NICKNAME: Ehdz
GENDER: male?
BIRTHDATE: March 2, 1985
AGE: 21 years old
BIRTH PLACE: Sta. Ignacia, Tarlac
HOMETOWN: Umingan, Pangasinan
ETHNICITY: Asian
RELIGIOUS AFFILIATION: Roman Catholic
EDUCATION: 4th Year BS Accountancy Student
SCHOOL: Saint Louis University

EHDZ'S Interests


GENERAL: books(horror), music, dancing, clothes(designing), volleyball, cd's and vcd's, accessories(bracelets and earrings),my friends, malls, bars, pictures, Angels(figurine), magazines, movies and television shows, make-ups, chocolates and of course ACCOUNTING

MUSIC: Regine Velasquez, Lani Misalucha, Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston, Jennifer Lopez, Cristina Aquillera, Martin Nieverra, Eric Santos, Josh Groban

MOVIES: Harry Potter, Lord Of The Ring, Underworld, Chasing Liberty, Princess diaries, Peter Pan, Serendipity

TELEVISION sHOWS: Jewel in the Palace, xmen Evolution, Justice League, Charmed, CSI

BOOKS: Philippine Ghost Stories, Harry Potter, Sweep, Accounting Books( financial, cost/managerial, auditing)(",)lol!!!


EHDZ's BLURBS:
About Me:

I am like other ordinary people; I eat, drink, sleep, talk, move, breathe and think like no any typical person does. I waste my time watching shows on t.v., or reading accounting books(my bible).I long to be alone but I always end up being with my friends, they are my pride. I don't drink coffee but you will always find me hanging out in coffee shops. Sentimental and mellow music are lullaby to me. Whenever I’m lonesome, I just open my computer, play my media player and listen to my favorite songs. I get attracted to guys who look neat, I find them interesting. I see beauty everywhere I go. I appreciate people who can fight for what they know is right. I admire people who can speak for themselves. I pity people who can not understand how others live their lives. I’ve been through many adventures (I don't call them problems), maybe that's why no one can feel the way I feel. I am strong and powerful, many would say, maybe I am, but crying seems to be a part of my routine. I love to go to the bars (not gay bars) to unwind.
I am who I am and no one else. I am unique. I am myself and do things I do because of me, not because of anyone else. The only person that I can expect to do anything is myself.
I am one person and will take responsibilities of one person, not the rest of the world. I am capable of doing only what I am able to do and will not expect more.
I like to be accepting of myself and others, even when I or others fall short of my ideals. I want to forgive. I believe one way of doing this is by believing in the lawfulness of all things, to assume there are necessary and sufficient reasons for everything that happens, for anything anyone does or feels. If I carefully explore every life experience, I can learn to understand these “laws of life”, become tolerant, and even discover how to change myself and some of the things I don’t like. I want to be wise.
I am a person who also loves. I a want to love—and show it, my family, my friends, strangers, people who are very different, and, in fact, everyone. As long as there is a good mind wasted anywhere in the world, as long as a potentially heart is self-centered or filled with hatred, the world is being cheated. I want to make difference.
My goal in life is to be happy to the best of my abilities. I am me and I am real. I will live my life as the real me.