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| [[august 16 o3]] hmm i realli ought to write n this mo often.. but isnt it jus boring writing and reading what people do every day? like today i went to the mall and took pictures then i went shopping and then blah blah blah no one realli cares that much do they? or maybe i dont care enuf. one or the other.. half empty or half full.but yea ive had the exchanged students over for two weeks. they go bak on monday.. sniff sniff they are akiko and moeko.. realli cute hehe. im getting my hair cut tomorrow morning!!! hmm how should i do it??? i think im jus gonna get it layerd and cut at the bottom cuz i gots lots a split ends. i havent cut my hair for more than a year isnt that gross??? yea ne way i went kareoke yesterday which was fun. hehehe i think i mite be gettin better. YES TOBY I PROMISE TO SING NEXT TIME I SEE YOU, sheesh. haha jay p. iz kinda weird but i dont realli like ne one rite now. ive realized that not liking ne one is realli realli BORING!!!!!!!! it almost sux. even tho it mite hurt to like someone cuz you cant have them.. not liking ne one is realli bad. its boring boring boring cuz theres no one you dream about and no one you wish would ask you our or no one you wish would hold you and wisper in your ear... ok now that i think about it there is one person that i wish would do those things but i dont realli kno him and i dont realli LIKE him if you kno what i mean. i jus think hes cute. haahahahahah that reminds me people lately ask what kind of guys i like n i would write about that but it would be realli boring.. and youd prolly think i was weird... if you already dont. i think im quite normal compared to some people. you kno who you are. yea ima go to sleep now... ill write more later.. ill try to write more often heheee |
| [[august 2o o3]] dayum i feel like shit t0day n0t cuzza yesterday but cuz 0f whats been g0ing 0n in mai head ab0ut these pep0. iz like they hate me 0r s0methin ya kn0. we used t0 be like bess friends n i was reading an 0ld chat that we had n shes like "yea i0n0 if ive ever t0ld y00h this but y0r 0ne 0f my best friends" n shit like that n i feel like she t0taly f0rg0t ab0ut 0ur friend ship. n theres 0ther pep0 that i feel tha same way t0wards like they all friends n they t0taly leave me 0ut. but i d0nt even care n0 m0re i never even bel0nged in that gr0up ne way. it w0nt w0rk 0ut i kn0 what s0me0ne else feels like n0w _ _ _ _ _. she was in my p0siti0n n i jus didnt wanna end up like her but i guess i am n0w. but being in that p0sition i realize that it was a l0t 0ur fault. but s0me pep0 arent able t0 admit that they er wr0ng. 0h well..ill miss yall ne way even th0 y00h already d0nt miss me. but what else happened.. hmm.. i f0und 0ut i cant send in an auditi0n tape t0 the pep0 i want yet. n0t until they 0pen up an0ther auditi0n date. which they haven yet. 0h well that jus gives me m0re time hehe. k im b0red n0w. i h0pe the pep0 i was talking about reads this. s0 they kn0 that i feel like shit rite n0w. |