I'm In Love With You
A/N: Hello!!!I don't own Digimon okay, but I do own the song right down there
^_^ I can't believe I wrote a song!!! But I
know it sucks...it's my first time writing a song...so pls. forgive me about
the corny lyrics. Well......on with the fic......
~Matt~
It's the first day of school and here I am running away from girls. I got tired
from all that running so I rested my back on a wall
then someone tapped me on the shoulder. I got startled then I turned around to
see who touched me.
"Hey Matt......long time no see", she said as she smiled at me.
"......Sora......I haven't seen you for a while......", I told her as I smiled
back.
"Yeah...I know", she said in agreement.
"So......what have you been doing over the past few years", I asked.
"Not much......same as usual...but I gave up soccer and took up tennis", she
told me. I was about to ask another question when
the bell rang.
"Guess, I'll see you later", I said.
"Yeah...later", she started to walk away but I stopped her.
"Sora......you wanna hang-out with me......you know...if you have time", I
asked her.
"Sure...anytime's fine with me...besides I got lonely when Mimi went to
America", she said.
"Great! How about the pizza palace...later after school", I told her then she
nodded her head. After that we went to our
classes. As usual, teachers will write something on the board telling us that
it was our assignment. Can you believe it??? Assignments on our first
day......sheesh......things will get better. After school, I went to the Pizza Palace
with Sora. In there
we talked about a lot of stuff...including some of the things we usually do in
the Digital World. We've been doing this for the following days......weeks
even. She went to every single one of my concerts......some of my fans thinks she's
my girlfriend. I
don't think that Sora would ever be my girlfriend......I mean we're just
friends. One day......after we went to the Pizza Palace...
I went home, sitting in my bed...thinking.
'We've been going out quite a lot. What's this I'm feeling, deep down inside?
Is it because I'm in love??? No way, I'm not
supposed to fall in love with Sora......she's just my friend. But what
if......', I shook my head trying to get rid of that thought. I
sighed and went directly to sleep. The next day, I met up with Sora and
wow......she looks beautiful today.......her moves were
all new to me......it's like I met her for the first time.
"Matt? Is something wrong", she asked me worriedly.
"......Uhh...what...oh......I'm fine, Sora", I told her blushing slightly.
"Oh...okay......well...let's go then", she offered.
"Sure", I said as we walked towards the Pizza Palace. While we were inside...we
talked about school stuff...I sat there...
looking at her...dazed. 'She's getting more beautiful everyday', I told myself.
"Matt......why are you looking at me like that", Sora asked and that brought me
back to reality.
"No reason", I told her.
"Okay......but I think I should go now", she said then I nodded my head. I
walked her home that day...a thing that I don't
usually do. When she got home...I started to walk towards my house. When I got
there...I laid down on my bed...staring at the ceiling...still thinking.
'Why am I acting like this? I never felt something like this before......I
think...I think...I think I'm falling in love with her. The
problem is......will she love me back? I don't know......but I've got to try.
I'll just have to find the perfect time.', I thought
before I drifted off to sleep. Days went by and I still haven't told Sora the
truth. I want to tell her...but I don't have the guts to
tell her. I guess I could never tell her...but until one day.....
"Umm...Sora......I have something to tell you", I told her nervously. I was
supposed to be nervous because we were in a
crowded place and here I was......trying to tell Sora how much I love her. I
didn't mind all the people around me...I just focused myself on Sora.
"Yeah...I'm listening", she told me.
"......Ummmmm......I've been doing some thinking......ever since we started to
hang-out with each other.....I know that......I......
I'm ......that I'm falling in love with you, Sora", I told her...she looked
kinda shock but I didn't care.
"You-you-love-me", she stammered.
"Yes...I love you with all my heart", I said then she started to laugh.
"Hahaha! Get real, Matt! Like you actually want me to believe all that crap?
It's really funny ", she told me still laughing. It
hurt, but I ignored it.
"What's so funny about that", I asked her making her stop laughing.
"I don't believe you", she said as she walked away from me. I was shocked then
I tried to follow her...but she was already
gone. My heart was shattered into a million pieces as I walked home.
~T.K.~
As I got home from my Basketball practice......I saw a brooding figure sitting
in the couch. It was my big brother, Matt. I approached him. He seemed to
realize that I was already home since he looked up to me, producing a smile then he
looked
back at the floor.
"Matt......what's wrong with you", I asked him.
"Nothing's wrong, T.K.", he answered a bit depressed.
"I can tell that something is wrong. Come on, Matt......tell me...and I'll try
to help you", I offered.
"Alright...since your persistent......then let me ask you something......what
would you do......if you told someone that you love her...but she wouldn't
believe you", he asked me.
"I don't know......it never happen to me though......but if that would
happen......then I guess I should do something to prove
that I love her......", I told him.
"...Thanks, T.K...", he said as he entered his room. I sighed then I went to my
room.
~Matt~
T.K.'s right......I've got to think of some way to prove how much I love Sora.
The next day I looked for Sora everywhere in
our school but I haven't seen her. When classes ended, I found her putting her
things in her locker with one of her friends.
"I'll see you later, Brenda", I heard her say...they were talking to each
other. I don't want to bother them so I waited for them
to finish their conversation.
"Yeah...I know...you're going out with Matt again right? It's the same thing
everyday. He's your boyfriend now right", Her
friend said making Sora laughed.
"Like...get a grip, Brenda! He's not my boyfriend okay! From now on......I
don't want to hear his name ever again...got it", she
said with an icy tone in her voice.
"Okay, I got it", her friend said as they both walked away. My eyes widened in
surprise as I heard all those things, I rested
my back on a locker...still looking shock, tears were slowly finding their way
out of my eyes. I shooked my head slowly,
trying hard not to believe the things I heard......but it was true......she
hates me now. I started to walk away.
~T.K.~
As I was walking down the busy halls of my school...I noticed one familiar face
in the crowd...it was Matt. His head was
bowed down...so his rebellious bangs were covering his eyes.
"Matt", I called him then he raised his head slightly but I still cannot see
his eyes. He started to walk towards me.
"......Hey T.K......", he said still looking down.
"What's the matter, bro", I asked him. He looked at me, showing me his deep
blue eyes that were a bit clouded.
"......I-I tried......to show her......how much I love her......but...before I
even got the chance to go near her......I heard that......she hates me
now......she doesn't want to hear my name", he told me then his eyes suddenly lost
their light as he started to walk
away. During the following days, Matt has been lifeless and depressed, he
wouldn't even talk to me anymore.
~Matt~
Tears were still falling from my eyes. I didn't have the energy to stopped
them. Here I was, crying all day...I don't know why
...but maybe it's because I love Sora so much but she hates me. The next day, I
have a concert......I was singing with all my
heart when we came to the last song. A song that I have written when I heard
Sora hates me. I was shocked to see Sora in the back, looking at me.
'This is my chance', I told myself as I took a deep breath and started to sing
the song I called "I'm in love with you".
When I first met you...I didn't love you
A friend is what I think of you
You were never really beautiful, right
I don't know why I'm like this, tonight
I began thinking and looking
But I don't know what I'm doing
The way I think of you is slowly turning different
You became beautiful and your moves were all inconsistent
I suddenly notice that my heart is falling
Oh girl, I'm fell in love with you, one morning
Everytime I see you, I smile wide
It's like I want to kiss you and make you my bride
I'm in love with you
But why can't you see
What can I do
To make you believe that I love you
Oh girl...pls. believe me
I'm in love with you
I think I had gone crazy just thinking about you
Everywhere I go...I see your face...yes that's true
But why are you suddenly avoiding me
I'm having trouble girl...don't do that to me, pls.
I feel now that I'm looking stupid
Now I'm regreting why I said "I love you" in public
Because things were not the same
You hate hearing my name
I'm in love with you
But why can't you see
What can I do
To make you believe that I love you
Oh girl...pls. believe me
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
But why can't you see
What can I do
To make you believe that I love you
Oh girl...pls. believe me
I'm in love with you
Oh pls. believe me girl
Pls believe me...girl
Oh pls. believe me girl
I'm in love with you
As I finished the song, I glanced at the back...but to my dismay, Sora was
gone. I felt that I was going to cry again but I held
them back. I don't want everybody to see that I was weak. When my concert
ended, I started to walk home alone. When I got home, I just threw myself at my bed
and took out a velvet-colored box, containing a necklace from my pocket. I was
supposed to give this to Sora last week but that's when I found out that she
hates me. I just cried and cried that night until I
fell asleep. The next day, I went back to my depressed state...drained and
lifeless. T.K. could tell that I was like that because
he could see that my eyes were still dull. I went to school and as I walked
around...I have my bangs cover my eyes...I didn't
want people to see me like this. School ended early today, I heard there was
some kind of power failure or something but I
didn't cared...... nothing mattered to me now. I thought that it would be nice
to visit the Pizza Palace so I went there but I saw that it was full. I went to
the next place beside the palace......it was a coffee shop...I bought a cup of
coffee at the counter then I sat at a place
that was dark and that was very far away from people. I sipped my coffee then I
put it down, resting my cheek on my palm
as I remembered that day......
*Flashback*
"Yes...I love you with all my heart"
"Hahaha! Get real, Matt! Like you actually want me to believe all that crap?
It's really funny"
"What's so funny about that"
"I don't believe you"
*End Flashback*
'Why won't you believe me, Sora? I guess you never will......but my feelings
will never change towards you......I love you', I
thought as I put my arms on the table then I rested my head on them. I tried my
best to stop my tears but it was no use they keep falling down from my eyes.
That's the reason why I chose the place I'm sitting right now...so people can't
see that I'm crying. I
still don't know why I have to cry......it seems so useless...I mean...these
tears could never get Sora to love me. 'I'm hopeless', I
told myself as tears continue to flow down my cheeks. Just then I heard
footsteps approaching my table...I didn't look up...I continued to stay in my
position...I didn't want anybody to see my tear-stained face. The person shook me
gently. 'Maybe he/she thought that I was sleeping', I told myself so I didn't budge.
The person continued to shake me.
"Just leave me alone", I said bluntly.
"Matt...it's me", a gentle voice said. I already knew whom that voice belonged
to.'Sora', I thought then I wiped my tears as I
looked up to her.
"What do you want", I said being rude......I didn't know why I was being rude.
"...I came here to say that......I'm sorry for telling you that I didn't
believe you when you said you loved me...it's just that......I was shocked...that's
all...", she told me then I looked away.
"You just came to say that your sorry......that isn't enough to make up for all
the things that happened to me...you broke my heart
......and all you can say is your sorry", I told her a bit angry. I looked at
her and I saw that tears were slowly forming in her
eyes.
"I also came to say that I love you too......but it seems you don't want me
anymore", she told me as she started to walk away
from me. I grabbed her arm.
"Sora wait", I said. She turned around and looked at me. I took out the
necklace that I was going to give her and placed it
around her neck. "I'm sorry for acting like a big jerk a while ago...it's just
that......I really don't know what to say......but pls.
don't get me wrong......I still love you and I don't care if you don't love me
back...but pls keep that necklace as proof of my
love towards you", I told her then she smiled at me.
"I understand, Matt......I love you", she told me then I pulled her in an
embrace. I gently lifted her chin up and leaned closer.
She closed her eyes and I closed mine as we got nearer. Then finally...my lips
touched hers. She ran her fingers through my
hair as I held her waist firmly.
~Sora~
He kissed me...I regretted the time I told him that I don't believe him when he
said that he loves me. I didn't know that I really
hurt him. I never meant to hurt him......but none of those matters
now...because both of us are together in each other's arms. I
pulled back from him and gazed into his deep blue eyes, that seems brighter
right now. I smiled at him and he smiled back.
He leaned and whispered in my ear,"I love you, Sora".
"I love you too, Matt", I told him as we kissed again shortly.
THE END
A/N: YEAH!!! It's done!!! This is my first attempt at writing a fanfic. Hope
you enjoyed it! Comments and suggestions are welcome at
trap@digiexperience.i-p.com