Right Here Waiting
 
I sat down on the damp grass and felt the breeze swing my hair. It was 
autumn already. The once hot wind of summer had suddenly turned into a 
chilly autumn breeze. I watched the wind blew the clear blue water of 
the pond. Then, I couldn't hold it anymore…
 
Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane 
 
I suddenly find myself crying. Hot tears made its way on my cheeks, as 
the wind suddenly got colder.
 
I hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
 
I leaned on the tree and didn't even try to wipe those tears. I can't 
stand it anymore. I can't help…being so jealous.
 
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
 
I love her. Yes, I do. Until now, she's still in my heart. But still, 
she found someone. 
 
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
 
I pounded my fist on the ground. Why?! I should have told her…what I 
really feel for her…now I regret everything…
 
Whatever it takes
On how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
 
For almost a year, I have kept this feeling to myself…I always see 
them, together, holding hands. He would place his arm over her shoulder and 
would kiss her on the forehead. She would smile and hug him back, 
brushing his brown hair away from his eyes. I would just smile and pretend 
I'm happy for them, but then again…
 
I took for granted all the times
That I thought would last somehow 
 
I closed my eyes and remembered our times together. She was always 
there, comforting me and everyone else. Maybe that's why I've fallen for 
her…
 
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
 
I never want to see her sad, never would I wish for that. So I was 
always there beside her, comforting her about her problems and woes. I 
never wanted her to shed any tear; she was too good and kind for sadness. 
That was before…now he would be the one next to her and telling her 
that's he's always there beside her.
 
Oh can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy
 
I smiled a little and told myself that I should be happy for her, for 
them. He'll treat her like a goddess. If only she belongs to me, I would 
gladly treat her more than that…
 
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
 
I dried the tears away and shivered. It was so cold now. I'm here in 
the park, alone. We used to be here. No… she used to be here at our 
place, looking at the pond and would place a smile on her face though inside 
her, there's sadness. I always see it in her eyes…
 
Whatever it takes
On how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
 
I sighed and got up, leaving our place. I slowly walked in the park. I 
don't want to go home just yet. I want to be at peace. I've been like 
this since they've been together. My brother can sense it. He would 
confront me about it but I'll just stay quiet. Would he understand how I 
feel?
 
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
 
I put my hands in the pocket of my black cloak. I stopped and turned to 
a jewelry shop. I leaned on the glass window and saw a silver heart 
shaped necklace. It was simple... I smiled. It was perfect for her. If she 
was only mine…if only
 
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance……
 
I walked again. The streetlights are on. I used to be with my friends, 
with them. Then, I slowly went away from them; I isolated myself again 
just like before. Joe noticed this and confronted me also. He was the 
only one who understood me. He said he knows that I love her. It was so 
obvious. Then again, he told to me something I can't forget…
 
Oh can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy
 
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
 
"Yamato, if she's really the one for you, there'll come a time that 
both of you would be together, just wait…then again, if you're really not 
meant for each other, there are still others."
 
Whatever it takes
On how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
 
 
I'll never let go of her. Never will I. I'll wait until forever to have 
her in my arms…I'll never love another girl. ~I'll wait for you Sora…~
 
 
Waiting for you…
 
 
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