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Whenever I'm really pissed off, I always wonder if I actually have a ligitimate reason to be pissed off, Usually someone says something that makes me explode when I don't really mean to, but sometimes they deserve it. One person can say one thing and it's enough to drive you crazy all day. I always wonder if it's just that I'm an angry person, or if I can actually be angry without being an angry person.

I don't want to have kids. I've got so much heriditary shit wrong with me, what would posess me to pass it along to other people? and what, make them go through it? I don't think so.

Ya know, I spend so freakin long trying to get all of this centered on the page and it never works. I give up.

A Bunch of Sappy Crap

I love all that sappy, Valentine's Day love shit. I love to sit and watch one of those sappy tear-jerker love movies, and eat little heart candies and and walk into CVS and see all the red and pink heart stuff. I love all the lovey dovey ness that goes on, and I love how happy most people are around Valentine's Day. I've never really had a reason to enjoy the holiday, no ones ever said I love you to me in that kind of way. Its weird how that happens. All the lovey dovey shit just makes me smile.

Isn't it strange when someone helps you out, but you've never, ever given them a reason to? Like one of my friends is helping me out with something and I've never given her a reason to and sometimes I wonder why she's actually doing it for me, because she really doesn't have a reason to. And I told her about a problem I was having and she was completely concerned about it, and kept asking if I was really okay, and is even keeping tabs on me, just to make sure that I'm okay, even though I've never done anything for her in my life. It actually makes my cry knowing that someone cares that much about me that they would do something so amazing, and that they are so amazing, and I feel like i could tell her anything, even the stupidest thing in the world, and she would care, no matter what, no questions asked. And I've never done anything for her.

Some Non Sappy Crap

Oh fuck I had something here but I fucked it up.

The rest of the world can just roll out of bed and come to school, hair all a mess and in pajamas, and everyone else in the world can call out in class and walk out of class and do anything they want, and everyone else in the world can be overweight and be happy with themselves, and whatever they do and however things turn out they can be fine with it, but I can't, I can't just roll out of bed, and I can't call out in class and walk out and do anything I want, and I can't be overweight, under no circumstances, no matter what, and I can't be fine with whatever I'm doing and however things turn out and I can't be fine with it. And I hate it.

You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing, and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and understand, for all that is life. Kate

"u kno what ive learned? sometimes u cant reserve stuff, u just gotta say it. and if it pisses some ppl off, then fuck them, cuz u said what u wanted to say. u can spend ur whole life reserved, or u can wing it, day by day. either way, maybe, just maybe, you'll find that something that makes all the falls and numerous shitty days worth it, and if it comes to that, u kno you've lived a full life."       ~Whitney

For what is it to die, But to stand in the sun and melt into the wind? And when the Earth has claimed our limbs, Then we shall truly dance. Kate

"She can be a (plus size) model and maybe do a line of clothing for the Home Shopping Network." ~Some guy ** A Plus Size Model??? What the fuck is wrong with this guy? He's talking about Zora Aldrich, the winner from Joe Millionaire. In no way is Zora even near plus size. The average womens size now is a 14. Zora is like a 5. And people wonder why girls starve themselves. If a five is plus size I guess I better stop eating now.

America stands for freedom but if you think you're free try walking into a deli and urinating on the cheese. Chris

You know, in the passed three days, I crashed into multiple walls, tripped, fallen, and I've even broken my finger, and people still wanna tell me I'm smart, which drives me nuts because I'm not.

Okay, someone tell me, why the hell is socks spelled that way and not "sox", when box is spelled that way and not "bocks" like socks is spelled? And people wonder why we have illiterate people in our country. The language maker people can't make up their damn minds!

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