I Can't Save the World Anymore

I can't save the world anymore. I can't do this for much longer. This is going to break me. It already has, but no one can fix it. I wish someone would. I can't solve my problems, and I can't solve your anymore either. I can't do it. And I don't know what to do.
3.25.04

so I sit in the shower and cry
because I cant think of anything else to do
this is unfixable
and its killing me
but every day I slap a smile on my stupid face
and no one knows theres anything wrong

3.something.04

I've come to realize that everything on this page is true. I really can't save the world, I don't have that power, and I should just stop trying .Everyone else's problems are not my own problems, and I need to help myself before I can help everyone else. I really can't save th world, so I'm going to stop trying so hard.

5.9.04