January 6th, 2002 I was sick yesterday. I have a terrible stomachache and I threw up. But I am Ok now. I had a very beautiful dream the day before yesterday. Have you heard about "The prince on the white horse"? That's how Chinese call their true lover. Well, I am not kidding, I did dream my prince on the white horse. He was a American born Chinese. In my dream, his name was Danny and he was so cute, nice, smart, and he loved me very much! That's the guy I want to be together. Maybe you think I am crazy and picky, but I do like this kind of boy. I think I had this dream was because I want a boy friend. I am such a lonely girl. But I can't bear the pain of losing someone I love. I don't need a boyfriend yet. My best friend and my good male friend are together now. I am so happy for them. But I know they would break up someday because I know how he is. I am happy for them but I am sorry for them. Tom is TingTing (my Chinese good friend) 's American friend. He is nice to me. We chatted a lot online. He called me today. Even though we talked not very long, I was very happy. Cause I have a new American friend. Terry, my Korean friend, I hope he can still remember me, because I feel that the more friends he has, the more easily he will forget me. He never e-mails me now. Maybe I am not important, but I WAS a friend of his. I am going to school tomorrow. How time flies! Two weeks has passed. The final exam is coming soon. I didn't do anything for it and I still have something else to do. I hope I will be lucky on my final so that my parents will be proud of me.
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