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| 02:07AM Monday, 14th May 2007 13th May 2007, they met up in the afternoon and left to work together. The girl read the conversations of him and his ex-girlfriends. After reading, her face changed and jealousy filled her. He couldn't figure out what's wrong with her, so he asked but she doesn't want to say. They worked happily as usual and ended at 11:00pm. So they went for supper at the girl's house area and he sent her home. Awhile after they reached home at around 01:00am; 14th May 2007, the girl started to messaged him asking about his ex-girlfriend. A few message later, she said: "How can you be sure that you really mean it when you said you love me? It's like you just need someone to be there." The guy felt very sad after she asked and said that. He replied: “You doubt me." She carried on: “Because every girl that you liked/loved, you always doesn’t mean what you say. You just say it to keep them with you so that you won't be lonely." She is assuming and doesn't understand what the guy is saying in the past conversation because she don't read fully and some of the conversation isn't in the chat histories. What she said had really hurt the guy very deeply, so deep that he nearly broke down and cried. The guy tried to explain and she replied: “I know you dote on me the most and treat me the best. But sometimes I can't help but to think whether you really love me or is it really companionship that you need because maybe you yourself may not be sure." His heart was broken again because what she said was too hurting. It made him think that she doesn't understand how much he love her even from the start. When a heart was mended after it was broken into pieces the scar will not vanish too. The guy explained again and hopefully she understood, but this time he said he doesn’t wish to talk about this topic anymore. Everything is up to her to decide whether she believe him or not. He's praying that she will not be the third person to hurt him forever and remove his feelings for love again. |