They've been messaging again while they were outside this morning.
The guy hasn’t got enough sleep and was very tired after sports. Soon they went home and met online. The guy tries his best to make her smile again even though he's tired because she was feeling down. Finally after awhile, she's back to herself again.
The conversation continued. There are one topic that they chat about and a line from the girl which made him very sad.
She said: "I know you will treat them nice because you are already treating a friend so nice".
He wasn't sad because the girl has been asking him to look for a girlfriend.
He was sad because she did not understand his concern is only for her.
Their conversation continued until they talked about her relationship with her boyfriend. The girl's boyfriend is not very agreeable with her having a very good boy friend. Recently, her boyfriend was angry with her and wanted a break-up.
Thinking that his existence might ruin her happiness, he decided to leave her.
Tears felled as the guy wrote these explanations to her.
I've been treating you as a good friend because I know what I'm expecting will never happen. Having just to see you happy, it would be enough to brighten up whole of my day already. Things I can do are just to stand by your side whenever you are sad or needed help. I've tried to make it seems that you will never understand how I feel. I said you were dead and that's a lie, I just wanted to help u whenever u needed. Making my self think the person I like is in you because she's never around anymore. It’s a past.
When I saw you, I would want to take good care of you because I don't want the person in you to have any mishap. When I said if you didn't take good care of yourself, I'll come after you and that's the reason. You always see me laughing and happy because I don't want you to be upset.
You have your own life, someone who can take care of you. I should not interfere anymore, but still I'll be here always as I promise I'll be your emotional support forever. I've never thought of wanting you to break-up because you will be heartbroken. That's the life you wanted, so no matter what it takes me I'll help you get it. Even if it cost my life, I would.
Since all I can do now is to watch and so many tings had happened.
I won’t regret because we once had beautiful and happy days other then the past to be remember. My stories written in my site wasn't meant to touch you, neither were for public viewers to cry after reading. They are just my memories which I might forget one day due to my poor memory (its true). I've lost many of them already. I don't want to lose anymore of them.
Another reason is to let you know how I feel, every time I hid my sadness in a conversation. I didn't intend to ask anything from you. Just want you to know.
Now this problem is so serious and you are so sure that you love him, PLEASE hold on to your relationship. If not I'll come back anytime =) I don't want your happiness to be ruin by my existence. So I think its time I should leave.
Didn't my words in the SMS predicted correctly? I'll be gone one day. You really have to take good care of yourself ok? Most importantly is your health.
Take care of yourself.
After sending these to her, the girl said she just broke up with her boyfriend.
The guy did not reply her. Regret ness and sadness are filling him up. His mind is mixed up by a thousand thoughts.
Today morning, the guy SMSed her with an apology, saying he shouldn't have left her alone when she needed a friend there.
After sending this, the girl forgave him and they continued chatting as usual.