blaming
i never want to blame any one
dads cheating, leaving
moms lies, an guilt trips
poems i've written a thousand times
are there reasons that i fall for those i cannot have?
this dna depression that runs through fam.
wont take a pill to make it better
and why is it i always blame myself?
others get along happily denying their fault
hes a bitch, shes a witch
chain smoking, others toking
caffeine driving, this mixed cd
fixed dreams
difficulty sleeping
maybe i dont care but i want to
maybe i do care and dont want to
thoughts are streaming
~SmZ~
back to express me